imagines | e.d

positive

i grip the cold white bowl of the toilet tightly as i empty my guts into the water.

"baby?" i hear ethan knock on the door. "are you okay?"

i shake my head no even though i know he can't see me.

once i feel there's nothing left in my stomach, i unlock the door.

ethan immediately rushes in to hold me, telling me it will be okay.

"i think i have food poisoning," i shutter.

"from what?" he asks gently.

"i-i d-don't know," i continue to shake.

"is it possible that you're-" he starts.

"no! there's no way!" i shake my head rapidly.

"what about-" i cut him off again.

"no, ethan. i'm not pregnant."

"are you sure?"

"positive," i nod.

2 hours later

i yawn, leaning my head against the bathroom wall.

"how could this have happened, e?" i question.

"we didn't use protection..." he exhales.

"when? we always use condoms!"

"not that one time... we were too rushed," he pauses as he thinks back to the moment.

"fuck," i face palm, starting to cry. "you're right."

"it'll be okay, babygirl," he pulls me into his arms and places a few kisses on top of my head. "i'm not going anywhere."

we're startled out of our sweet moment by the alarm on my phone.

i walk over to the test, grabbing it cautiously.

i slowly flip it over and take a quick glance.

positive.

i'm so sorry this is so short. i've been going through a lot lately and i'm so busy with APs and all my other homework that i barely have time to write. i hope to be able to write more soon. i apologize for being inactive. love y'all