Who do i love?

Brooklyn ,

Hi my name is brooklyn & this is the story of how i found my "true love". Im 23 years old and I've been in plenty relationships since high school. I have never "fell inlove", but i have loved & i loved hard & when it ended it broke my heart. Ever since that day i always said i would make sure that i found real love, unconditional love & hard love. Now to the beginning.

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"I love you baby ?" Troy said

Me and troy had been together ever since i got my heart broken and i was 17 then, to say i grew up and didn't do the dumb foolish things i did back then would be a complete lie. I still partied, drank, and did dumb things like this;

"I love you too" i say with a weak smile.

I had love for Troy but i wasn't 'inlove' with Troy and he was head over heels for me. I wasn't going to lie it was fun being with him, the sex was good, he was funny and i always had a good time with him.

"Do you really?" Troy smiles ear to ear.

"If i said it" i shrug.

"Brook we've been together for a while now and i love everything about you, your the reason i get up in the morning and if something were to happen to us i wouldn't now which way to turn. So when you say you love me i want to know its for real because you the women i see myself with in the future." He says spilling everything out in one breath.

"Well troy i do love you and before i was scared to love again but now i trust you and feel safe to love again if its loving you."

He trapped me. I know how i just said i wasn't inlove with him but i just think i fell inlove he has NEVER and i mean never shared his feelings like that before and it shocked me.

After we shared our feelings 'things' happened and the both of us drifted of into a deep sleep.

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3am :

"Troy!"

"Troy get off me!" I tried to get his heavy body off me he was in the deepest sleep ever and i couldn't get his legs off mine.

"Troy your phone ringing" i lie.

He jumped up so quick it was ridiculous.

Troy was 25 and he was a drug dealer i didn't mind as long as i didn't see, hear, i know anything about his deals and stuff . Thats why he jumped up so fast because he has unknown numbers call him about his deals and that type stuff.

"Why you lie Brook?" He said bluntly.

I could tell he was a little upset that i lied but i didn't care he was heavy.

"Oh it wasn't ringing? Huh. I could've sworn it was" i laugh

He stares at me for a while a begins to laugh as well.

"But for real brook don't do that you know --" he says.

"I know baby damn, but its 3am its time for you to get the hell out of here" i say as i begin pulling him up off my bed

"Why don't you ever let me stay the night?"

"You know i don't think its right plus if Marcus see you here he going to have a fit" i shoot back.

"Maneee i dont give a fuck bout' Marcus bitch ass, you need to move out with ole boy and move in with me" he says seriously

"Please just leave he gon be here soon i'll call you in the afternoon and we can chill later" i rush him

"Ared bye" he kisses me.

"Bye Troy" I break away before the kiss gets heated.

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1 hour later :

I run and hurry in the shower, just a 5 minute shower because i knew Marcus was going to be home real soon. I brush my teeth and grab some air freshener and spray it all over my room so Marcus couldn't suspect anything.

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Just as i suspected my bestfriend came through the door drunk as usually it was friday & that was boys night down here in Georgia. I see him stumble through the door laughing uncontrollably and his boys pulling off.

"Mar what the hell?!" I yell

"Fuk you talking bout broooooooklyn baby" he slurs my name

"You gotta stop doing this mar" i complain

"I know brook - wait brook you know your name is a place? Haha. Brooklyn like Brooklyn newyork!"

"Yes dummy" i laugh

"Yo Ealise you know i love you? Right. Im gon change i promise. All for you" he places a wet kiss on my cheek.

I mug him because he calls me by my middle name which i hate and because he touched my face & i HATE when people touch my face honestly.

"Yeah mar, i know you love me now c'mon go to bed Marcus."

"You coming with me?" He winks.

He only got like this when he was drunk i promise we where just friends and we have been since 9th grade, nothing more nothing less honestly.

"Eww dont wink at me" i laugh

I let him go for a moment just to shut the door behind him and hear a loud "thump" .... He passed out.

Wow he was wasted and this i had to deal with every friday. Marcus sold drugs as well he was higher in the game then Troy. Him and troy didn't get along at all because i was Marcus' bestfriend and troys girlfriend.

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It was 4am and i finally got Marcus into bed and i was so tired i ended up sleeping in Marcus' room instead of mine. I was out cold, i was tired.

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