Who do i love?

The dream

He had is cold fingers going up my body, rubbing on my body he was a darkskin muscular man. I could not see his face but all i knew was i was craving him deeply.

"I love you brook" he said

"Brook!" "Brook, brook" that familiar voice yells.

"What do you want mar damn, get out my room" i yell

Marcus must've carried me into my room last night because i was now in my bed.

"You were moaning in your sleep girl" he says annoyed

I was moaning wow, if this man can make me moan in my dreams imagine what he could do in real life.

"Boy you a lie?" I question

"Nah brook I'm forreal" he laughs

"Okay now let me go back to sleep" i say

"Oh yeah and can you make me breakfast?"

"Are you serious marc - hell no."

"Ared bet & remember this too" he says

Ive been living with Marcus since my mother died. I was 18 when she died. I was a legal adult and didn't have a job and couldn't pay for the house on my own. So after college i went to move in with my bestfriend Marcus. Marcus and i met in 9th grade ever since then we've been kickin' it. Marcus was a great friend so i decided to make him breakfast it was the least i could do.

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"Awwe brook thank you" he plops down in the stool.

"I guess" i reply nonchalantly

"Wassup witchu girl?" He ask

"Nothing"

"Ared" he shrugs

I had to get this off my chest i wanted to tell him but i could care less of his advice i just wanted to tell somebody. I was bad at holding things in.

"Can i tell you something?" I whisper but loud enough for him to hear

"Yeah"

"So I've been having this dream and its been the same ever since i moved in here, it strange but i choose to ignore it but i think its a sign and now its getting annoying"

"What happens in the dream" he ask eagerly

I loved that my bestfriend really listened and cared

"I forget" i lie.

"Well then i don't know what to tell you, you could be right and maybe its a sign" he tells me

"Yeah but foods done"

He jumps of the stool so fast it was ridiculous and it scares me.

"Omg mar you scared me plus this food aint going no where" i laugh

"Girl hush im rey eat good today"

We just laugh. I was grateful to have him. This was my bestfriend smh.

**********

"C'mon you gon make me late hoe"

she yell

"Im putting on my shoes jasmine dang" i shoot back

"Damn mami you look sessy" she says as i walk down the steps

"You look better baby" i say

Me and jasmine knew each other since college, she was my room mate and was my very close friend. I told her mainly everything, she was a thick, lightskin, short, and had long natural hair. This was my right and left hand. She wore a fitted gold dress with a golden eye shadow, black heels and a black necklace that had the number '24'. She had her naturally curly hair down her back. & her make up was perf which was done by me ;-)

I had a black fitted u- neck dress with a gold chain, a gold diamond crested watch and gold pumps. I looked good. I had my long weave down my back. It was black with chestnut brown ends.

"Now come on for i be late to my own birthday party" she says

With that being said we hopped in her all black benz and drove to the club.

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It was packed, you could see main people in black and gold, but not everybody because this was a public club.

"Hey Brooklyn, you look good" my girls said

"Thanks so do yall" we exchanged hugs

My group of female friends consisted of the girls Ariel, London, Taylor, and of course jasmine. Had to keep my circle tight.

"Happy birthday Jas" the girls yelled

"Thank you loves" she replies all cheesy

I was happy to see her happy.

"We really look good y'all" i say

We really did, ariel wore a gold skater skirt and a black crop top with a gold mk bag. Lauren wore black mcHammer pants with a long sleeve gold crop top and black accessories. Taylor wore black high waist jeans and a simple gold shirt that read '1st place'.

"Mhm yus hun we do" Ariel ghetto self says

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Hours past and the party was live af and more people arrived. There was twerking, drinking, smoking and people just having fun.

I sat at the bar, scrolling down my TL on twitter when i seen Marcus tweet 'my bestfriend left me tonight its all cool tho'. I laughed and retweeted it knowing it was about me.

"Wassup ma" i hear someone say.

so i turn around to be faced with the sexiest man i ever laid eyes on. Ok I'm exaggerating but he was very good looking. He had big brown eyes, gold fronts, gold earring, loosely fitted black tee and black true religion jeans, he also had a gold Rollie watch & a gold gucci belt.

"Wassup pa" i shrug trying to act like he wasn't all that. Even though he was sexy

"Why you sitting all by yourself? He says

"Im just chilling"

"Can i chill with you?" He smirks

This man gonna make me cheat on Troy but I'm too faithful, he probably just bored and don't want to be alone so.

"Yeah"