"This bitch" Jasmine say
"Wtf wrong with y -" i realize this one of Brooklyn's homegirls maybe she joking"
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BROOKLYNS POV
"HEY BROOK, HEY JAS"
"Wassup" i say dryly
I text jasmine :
Me: Dont act like we know. Just act like we all good
Jas 👯😘: ared yo, ima be cool 👊😌
Me: Good 😭
"Yall hanging out with out me?" Taylor asks us.
"Yeah I heard you got a lor boo so i aint wanna bother you." I say like i dont already know.
"Oh nah, where you here that?" She says nervously
"Oh i forget"
She hands us the menu and
"WELL SORRY TO INTRUDE BUT IM FUCKIN HUNGRY CAN WE ORDER" adds Marcus
"Right, Damn" Jasmine adds
"Oh yeah"
We all order our food and start to eat.
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Its kind of awkward at the table because Jas got me thinking do i like Marcus? But most likely not.
We finished eating and as we're exiting Taylor calls at us ;
"Ared bye boo" she says
"Bye .. Oh yeah i left some food on the table incase you want them leftovers too"
She was frozen like she didn't know why I said that.
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As we're in the car on the way to drop Jasmine back home my song comes on and it made things kind of akward but i was singing anyway " I should've kissed you , I should've told you just how i feel - " then Marcus changed the station
"Why you do that Mar?" I whine
"I dont like that song"
"You irritating" i role my eyes
"But you love me"
"she sure does" Jasmine chimes in
I look back and glare at her
"What" she asks
"Everybody and their momma knows you and Marcus meant to be Brook stop fighting it"
*Marcus chuckles*
"What's funny Mar?" I mug
"It's just when we was younger my mom kept saying the same thing, I used to think me and brook? Nah never.
"Shut up Marcus" we all laugh
"No but for real put me D with sum'n y'all a brother looking for something with a banging body and hold it down"
My stomach gets all weird and i get quiet.
"No find someone on your own" i catch an attitude
*we get to Jasmines house & head back home*
My song comes on again and this time Marcus doesn't change it we just listen to it in silence. I notice he keeps looking at me out the corner of his eye.
"Damn Mar you like what you see!"
"Actually i do" he smirks
"Shutup Marcus"
"No for real, I never really noticed how good you look Brooklyn, anybody would be lucky to have you"
*he says as he stops at a red light*
I start blushing "awwwe Mar" i go to give him a kiss on the cheek jokingly. He turns and our lips meet. I pull away quickly.
"What's that about?"
"Idk but i like it" he gently grabs my face but roughly but passionately kisses me. I pull away again.
Cars begin honking and we realize the light is green, i sit back in my seat quietly and shocked. Now I'm sitting here In the passenger side of my best friends car, whom i just almost had a makeout session with. WHAT THE HELL am i doing this is Marcus for goodness sake! I shake myself back to reality when i realize he's calling my name.
"Brooklyn you ok?"
I almost forgot that he can read me like a book
"Marcus that can never happen again" i stated honestly directing my attention to my nails not wanting to look him in his eyes.
"What.. Why? Brooklyn you going to tell me you didn't feel anything!?" He look hurt and rejected
"Marcus what am I supposed to feel? A spark? Something that isn't there. This isn't a movie get real" I look everywhere but at him now realizing we were in our parking lot.
"Look at me and say that" he ordered
I stared directly in his eyes and before I realized i was lost in his eyes, lost deeply I could see he meant every word he said. I could see how things would end if I admitted that i did feel something. I'd get hurt.
"I felt nothing Marcus" i lied.
"Brook-" i cut him off "no Marcus there's nothing now can we please move past this" I pleaded.
"Yeah, you got it lets 'move past this' " he got out the car and went into the house.
I sighed. Okay so I don't believe in that movie love crap that when there eyes lock and they kiss, or sparks when they kiss, or touch. This is real life none of that is real and being in love is not real. People go out in the world with the hopes of finding this so called 'real love' and get disappointed. I don't know what i felt but it was just probably me shocked that he kissed me.
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Days passed since Marcus' and I little incident and I feel like he's been giving me the cold shoulder, we hardly speak anymore. Currently I'm sitting here on my date with Quentin in the movies.
"Oh you dumb bitch don't go in that door!!!" He yells at the character in the movie as if she can hear him.
I laugh and look toward Quentin, I can't deny that this man is sexy he wore a pair of dark blue true religion jeans with a nicely fitted three button shirt. He had little scars on his face that I could tell had several stories behind them. His face strong but soothing and his light brown eyes that makes you fall in love.
"Brooklyn you know you can just touch it if you want?" He says
"What?" I asked confused
"My face. You obviously like it the way you're starring"
I blush. He then reaches over and touches my face and whispers in my ear sending chills down my body "don't worry i like yours too" , i blush even harder at this.
"Thank You"
"Ahhhhhh" I hear the crowd scream, i look toward the screen and something popped out. I instantly lean toward Quentin, grab his hand and burry my head in his shoulder.
I pull back hopping it's over and look to Quentin and he had a sly smirk.
"Sorry" I blush
"You good I didn't mind" he smirked
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Novela JuvenilA book about a girl named Brooklyn who is curious about her life in finding "true love" , she will go through alot to find the man she loves. She wants this perfect man that she hasn't come across and just when she gives up on love she realized...
