Do You Think We're Okay? t.f. x reader pt2

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HELLO MY LOVELIES.
I'm sooooo sorry I haven't updated in years, but I've just started highschool and I'm ALWAYS exhausted.
I'm so appreciative of you guys's constant love and support.

Anyways, on with the heartbreak. 💔

I was immediately bombarded with questions.
Questions such as:
"Y/N, what happened?"
"Y/N, what pushed you over the edge?"
And my personal favorite;
"Y/N, why didn't you tell us? We could've helped. You could've talk to us."

No, no I couldn't of.
I don't know what they thought, but I think telling people that the man you love stormed out and rejected you, after telling him that you were pregnant with his unborn child, is hard.
Does that sound easy to you?

Even though I was exhausted, I still tried to answer everything they threw at me.
Answers such as:
"I felt broken, and severely hurt, so I decided to try and end my life."
"Something extremely personal that happened between me and somebody that I love dearly."
And my personal favorite:
"I'm sorry that I did what I did, and I know it wasn't right or fair to all of you who care about me, but in the moment? Nothing else mattered. Nothing else, that I could think of, was enough to keep me alive. I felt like I wasn't enough, I felt like nothing I did was good enough."

Every single one of my answers caused Tom to flinch, I could see it in the corner of my eye.
I don't know if seeing him react that way made me feel better or worse.

Before they could come up with any other questions to ask me, a male doctor walked into the room with a clipboard in his hand.

"Miss L/N?"
"That's me."

He smiled a friendly smile, but it looked slightly worried as he quickly checked my heart rate monitor.

"How are you feeling Miss L/N?"
"Tired, but fine nonetheless."

He nodded happily, checking all the other monitors that surrounded my hospital bed.
Once he finished, he took a step back, and turned to face me, his eeyes scanning the clipboard as he wrote things down quickly.

"Well, Miss L/N, I think everyone will be glad to know that all of your organs are functioning correctly, and that your baby is still living and doing well in your uterus."

Multiple gasps were heard around the room from everyone.
I just smiled thankfully at the now confused looking doctor.

"Thank you."
"No problem. If you need anything, please, call for a nurse and I'll be right with you."

I smiled at him once again, taking a deep breath in as he left, the door shutting softly behind him.

Silently, all eyes turned to Tom and I, quietly begging us to let them in on our secret.
Tom whimpered, tears now flowing freely down his cheeks.

"Can you guys give Y/N and I a minute to talk?"

When no one budged from their spots, Tom took in a deep breath, finally looking up and making eye contact with me.

"Alone."