I still got a week before my flight back home. Sabi ng mga doctor, I should get as much as rest as possible If I wanted to prolong my life.
Mamamatay lang rin naman ako bakit di ko pa gawin lahat ng gusto ko hindi ba?
I decided to go out to buy some pasalubongs kasi nakakabagot naman kung sa hotel lang ako.
I was in the middle of fixing myself and was about to go out of my room when I heard some noise on the other room. Things were being thrown yata? Puro kasi nagbabasag ang naririnig ko at nagmumurahan. I'm not that kind person who meddle with anyone's business but this one's giving me creeps! I don't know but it feels like someone needs help.
Nung lumabas ako ng room ko, guests on other rooms were standing outside their doors probably because of the noise. They all look frightened of what might happen.
Hotel staffs were taking too long to be here and hindi ko alam kung anong pumasok sa isip ko nang bigla nalang akong nagtatakbo papasok ng room kung saan nagmumula iyong mga ingay.
I was even surprised dahil bahagyang nakabukas iyong pinto.
Nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa nakita ko at hindi ako makagalaw. I should've just waited for the staffs. I shouldn't be seeing this...
Natigil iyong lalaki sa kalaswaang ginagawa niya kasama ang dalwang babae nang makita niya ako...
"You wanna join us?" He smirked looking so proud sa ginagawa niya. Bigla naman akong namula.
Itinakip ko iyong dalawa kong kamay sa mga mata ko at pagkatapos ay umiling ako.
"Why? This is fun though and these hoes won't mind if you join us right?" I dont know but I feel them nodding.
Nagsimula na akong humakbang palikod habang hawak-hawak pa rin iyong mga mata ko. Fuck asan ba yung pintuan.
"You can just turn around miss no need to cover your beautiful eyes, pinapahirapan mo lang sarili mo," Lalo akong nabigla nang magsalita siya ng tagalog. Ang walanghiya! Did he just go here in New York to fuck?
Tumalikod na ako at tinaggal ko na rin iyong kamay ko sa mata ko. Bakit nga ba hindi ko kaagad naisip iyon?
"Hey! Close the door and please tell the staffs that I will just pay all the damages!" Pahabol niya pa. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako yung mas nahiya eh siya naman yung may ginagawang kagaguhan.
Padabog kong isinarado iyong pinto. Inutusan pa talaga ako ng gago!
A hotel staff approached me when I got out of the room and I just said what he told me to say! Tapos okay lang ang isinagot nung hotel staff habang tatawa-tawa pa, siguro iniisip na kasali ako don! Gusto ko sanang isigaw na virgin pa ako but I have no energy left para makipagtalo pa so I just let it slide. Ang aga pa pero what happened was too much already for me.
And, going back inside my room is a no no because of the noise!
I decided to go out and went to my original plan. I should stop stressing myself about what happened earlier dahil baka mas mapaaga pa ang pagkamatay ko, syempre I wanna tell my family first the truth about my disease and ofcourse gusto kong ihanda si Colby sa mga posibleng mangyari, I'm also starting to think of a way on how to tell him na we cant be together sa paraang hindi siya masasaktan.
When dinner came, I just went to one of the finest restaurant I saw while walking on the streets.
I was on the middle of checking out the menu when I saw someone in my peripheral vision sat in front of me.
"Hey, I think we met before?" He started. I looked at him for about a minute thinking where did we meet but what came into my mind is a picture of him naked. Fuck. He's the guy from earlier.
"I'm sorry but I don't talk to stangers and if you have any manners, please transfer to another table I like to eat alone." Matigas kong sabi. The sight of him is making me want to vomit. The image of him fucking two woman is so clear inside my head that I think I wont be able to eat at peace.
He put his both arms in the air as he smirk. That's right, get the hell out of my sight you manwhore.
Akala ko ay aalis na siya pero nanatili pa rin siyang nakaupo sa harapan ko at i-kinwatro pa niya iyong mga binti niya.
"Dinner is on me, just let me eat here," Sabi niya habang nakangiti. That fuckboy look of him is underrated. Mukha siyang adik.
"I'm sorry to say this but your face is grossing me out," I said while gritting my teeth.
He laughed at me and that makes me become more irritated. I hate the idea of public shaming but I might just do it right now because of this guy! Habang kaya ko pang magtimpi ay tumayo na ako. Ako nalang ang mag-aadjust because this guy is seriously disgusting me.
I looked for an available seat inside but it was all occupied, parang kanina lang ang konti pa ng kumakain.
Gutom na ako at pagod na rin and hindi ko na kaya pa magpigil para lang maghanap pa ng ibang restaurant so I just went back to the table.
He's already talking to the waiter when I sat down in front of him.
"Do you want to add something?" Tanong niya sa akin. Pero hindi ako sumagot. Tapos ibinaling niya na ulit iyong tingin niya sa waiter and said na okay na raw iyong order. I haven't ordered for my food yet! Ang bastos talaga!
Tatawagin ko sana iyong waiter na palayo na sa table namin nang umimik siya.
"I ordered already, wag kasi masyadong choosy minsan, I told you dinner is on me." I glared at him. As if I had a choice.
