It's time to start saying "I'll try harder."
Jeonghan. I'll try harder. You saved me. I'll make your efforts worthwhile. I couldn't save you so I'll live on for the both of us. Don't worry. I got this. I will live each day as if it were my last. I will smile. It will be real and genuine. I will learn to love again. I will open my eyes. Stop for a moment. And breath the clear air. Smell each flower. Walk every path. Because you couldn't, I will do it for you. I will live each day to the fullest, you can count on me.
There will be days where I want to say
"I'm fine"
"I'm tired"
"Go away"
"I'm just cold"
"I already ate"
"I'm better, I promise"
"I'm okay"
But I won't. Because of you. Instead, I will say...
"No I'm not okay. But I am strong. I can get through this. I will learn to live. I am not helpless. I'm not fine. But that's okay."
I love you Yoon Jeonghan. Happy birthday. For the heavens gained an angel. A celebration is in order.
He died for me, I'll live for him.
Fin.
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I'm fineㅣJihan
FanfictionHow many of you said "I'm fine" when you're actually not? -Joshua's POV Completed
