Sorry for not uploading in a long time. A lot of shit as been happening and i haven't even had the time to do stuff. But i do appreciate you guys waiting patiently for the updates.
My mother lost custody of us and know we live with my aunt and uncle who shelter there children and i might sound like a bitch for saying this but the faster we learn about life the less likely were are to get slapped in the face by it in the future. I just want you guys to know that you all are worth something even if you don't feel like it you are important to me. Say that to someone who has depression and is struggling with their life. Trust me when i say this, I may not know what's going on in your family life but i can tell you i may have experienced to just know that your not alone.
One reason why i haven't been able to the zodiac's is because im not allowed to use my computer for this stuff now. Only school work they say. Well screw them they aren't my parents and they didn't even pay for it so yeah they can go fuck themselves. they want my phone password, they won't let me have it at night and since i was failing a class i can't have it until Friday. They are making me crazy cause they say " a functional family takes away there children's phone at night." and " responsible parents check there children's phones to make sure they aren't doing anything inappropriate."
I have an addiction to candy and im a skinny girl (if you aren't your still fucking beautiful don't let anyone tell you different and if they do- punch them in the nose :)) anyways they said "you don't want you eating any candy you don't need anymore candy."
My aunt is bigger and eat healthy but she isn't getting any skinnier. And that fat-ass bitch has the guts to call me fat! i was so pissed. But i didn't show it. I bit my tongue and kept quiet until yesterday. I told her to shut up and that she has no idea what is going on in my own head and all she could think about was my school work. I swear i wanted to slit her throat and that might sound gory but you know what? I don't give a fuck, go ahead call me crazy but at least im enjoying. I swimming in misery in my own head and they don't even know it. I just don't know what to do. I am old enough to take care of myself and my brother. I don't want to be by a two year old. i want to be treated like an adult even if im still young to them i think i act more like an adult. My mother wasn't the best parent either but she was mentally challenged. But she made my life also a living hell. One to where i considered suicide. But even if im depressed i still get through it with drawing. It makes me calm i also made video diary's of what happened that day. My grandparents are the only one i can talk to about this. I don't cry either cause most of my life when i cried it never got me anywhere. So i decided not to cry. It works for me. Even if i keep my anger bottled up inside me.
And creepypasta? Well that's why i like it. It might be gory sure but i see more then that. They go over on what happened to them and moved on. My aunt and uncle don't like it but they won't stop me. But guys i promise that i will update more often. Like about every weekend if i have the time. If your still reading this then thank u.
Goody bye my Freaks.
STAY FREAKY!!! :) :) :) :) :)
