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"Honey! I'm home!" Dahyun finished cooking dinner.

"Just in time, eomma."

"I have tickets for us now~"

"What??? You really did buy tickets???" Dahyun asked.

"Of course, I am not joking." Her mom sat on the chair.

"Okay fine, go find a person who would want to go with you." Dahyun answered.

"And of course that's you." Her mom smiled.

"Eomma, I am not going. I have to finish my school works for graduation."

"I'll help you, everything's under control."

"Eomma..."

"Let's eat! This looks delicious." Her mom starts eating.

"I'm not eating." Dahyun left the dining table.

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"Double time, go, go, go. Come on." Their manager said while Taehyung and other members are at the airport.

"We're going to UK now." Namjoon said. They safely gets in to the airplane. "Is Jungkook okay?" Namjoon asked Jimin.

"Go ask him hyung." He answered.

They all settled theirselves inside the airplane. Taehyung sat beside Jungkook.

"Hyung..." Jungkook said while he's wearing eye mask.

"Hmm?"

"Who's Dahyun?" He asked.

"What?" Taehyung was shocked by his question. Jungkook sat straight and removed his eye mask.

"I had a dream, I heard something. It's my voice calling that name. I heard her voice, she said that i lied to her. It felt so real, did that really happened?" He asked Taehyung. He just kept silence.

"Why do you keep on dreaming about that?" Taehyung asked.

"I read a letter after our interview." Jungkook brought it out of his pocket. "I have a feeling that this letter belongs to her. She wrote it for me, who is she?" Taehyung stared at the letter in Jungkook's hand.

"Where did you get that?"

"Do you know her?" Taehyung was about to take the letter but Jungkook held Taehyung's wrist. "Hyung."

"I-I---"

"Tae, come let's play uno." JHope interrupted. Taehyung stands up and approached the other members. "You too JK. Come with us."

"No, thank you." He wears his eye mask again and Taehyung looked at him.

"Why is there a part of me that i don't want to tell anything to Jungkook. But he's suffering, he can't stop thinking about what happened. If I tell him, what will he be doing? Is he going to find Dahyun? Why? Did he loved her? Does he really have feelings for Dahyun when he's out of his body, that he doesn't like to forget everything?"

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"Eomma! Stop pulling me! It hurts! Ahh!"

"Come on, we're going to be late in our flight to UK."

"I don't want to gooo!" She yelled.

"Shh! Stop yelling at me, I am your mother young lady." Dahyun's mom goes straight to the airplane, Dahyun cannot do anything but to follow her.

"Coming." She sighed..

"Aren't you excited that we're going to see your friends?" Her mom asked.

"Do i look like it? And besides we're there like thousands of people do. They won't see us nor recognize us." She said staring outside the window.

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"ARMYs! Are you having fun?"

"Yes!"

The concert have started, there are a lot of fans around Jungkook, he looked around. While performing, he kept on hiding his true feelings. He smiles because of their fans. But after every performances, he don't talk to other members backstage.

"Yay, It's your turn to perform. Jin, Jimin, V, and... Jungkook." The staff said.

They all lined up as the stage moves up, the fans are shouting BTS. Jungkook hears his breathing.

I'm still standing here with my eyes closed
Lost between the deserts and oceans
I'm still wandering
Where should I go yeah

I didn't know there were this many
Paths I can't go and paths I can't take
I never felt this way before
Am I becoming an adult?

This is too hard,
is this path right for me
I am confused
Never leave me alone
I still believe even though it's unbelievable
To lose your path
Is the way to find that path

Lost my way
Constantly pushing without rest within the harsh rainstorms
Lost my way
Within a complicated world without an exit
Lost my way
Lost my way
No matter how much I wander, I want to believe in my path

Lost my way
Found my way
Lost my way
Found my way

I once saw an ant going somewhere
There is no way to find the path at once
Constantly crashing and crawling forward
To find something to eat, roaming for days
You know
There is a reason for all this frustration
I believe that we're on the right path
If we ever find it
We will return home at once just like an ant

This is too hard,
is this path right for me
I am so confused
Don't you leave me alone
I still want to believe even though it's unbelieveable
To lose your path
Is the way to find that path

Lost my way
Constantly pushing without rest within the harsh rainstorms
Lost my way
Within a complicated world without an exit
Lost my way
Lost my way
I wander, I want to believe in my path

So long
Goodbye to my hope with no promise
So long
Even if I'm slow I will walk with my own feet
Because I know this path is mine to take
Even if I go back, I will reach this path eventually
I never I will never
I will never lose my dream

Lost my way
Constantly pushing without rest within the harsh rainstorms
Lost my way
Within a complicated world without an exit
Lost my way
Lost my way
I wander, I want to believe in my path

Lost my way
Found my way
Lost my way
Found my way

"Thank you!" Taehyung thanked the ARMYs. All members exited the stage but Jungkook stayed.

"Uhm, hi ARMYs." Jimin, Jin, and Taehyung heard Jungkook's voice from the backstage. "For the past years, I am very happy that BTS became very successful. You're all one of the reason why we are doing this. Uhm, but after I went through an accident year ago, I felt something different." The crowd went silent. "I kept on dreaming things, I don't know if it happened before my accident or after. I don't know, It seems impossible, or maybe yes? I'm afraid of believing others, because when they tell me truth, it hurts me a lot. I feel that my dream happened after my accident, i don't know how. I kept on dreaming about a girl, who named Dahyun..."

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