save me ( book 2 of having 18 brothers )

part 4

ari pov

i sat near the window staring at the sky, as the moon sat on the sky like a disco ball, as stars sat on the sky like decoration shining brightly.

" mom i miss you so much, when can i ever see you? today was a hard day for me. i wish you were here protecting me, telling and yelling at them, as i was telling the truth." i sighed and looked at the sky with tears in my eyes that were threatening to fall anytime

i was in my thoughts when my door was slam open. i saw haechan. i scoffed as i remembered, that we shared room. i took my pillow and my blanket to sleep in the living room. 

" yah did hani called you?" he said and i just nodded 

" what did she said?" he said as he was excited for some reason

i was near to my door and i looked at him, as my hoodie was still on me covering my face

i showed him my middle finger and walked out of the room. i could hear him gasped as he shouted my name.

" dad when are you coming home?" i mumbled 

i did not forget to bring my razor and i started cutting my self. i started crying so much. why is this happening to me? i wiped my tears and, sighed and leaned against the couch. i started yawning.

my eyes were closing, as i drifted to sleep, but i make sure to wear a masked so that nobody will see my face.

haechan pov

why is she like that? since when is she even aloud to show her middle finger towards any of us? i sighed and went back to sleep

the next morning

i woke up and still did not see ari on her bed, she must have been sleeping downstairs on the couch.

i got dressed and walked down to see her sleeping with a mask on. 

'who sleeps with a mask on?' i though to my self

" oh your awake early... wait why is she still sleeping? wake her up" taeyong said

" why me?" i answered back

" because he said so" johnny said

" fine!" i whined

" yah wake up,"  i said as i started kicking the couch.

" i am not feeling well, i won't go to school" she mumbled and went back to sleep

" who said you can skip school?" taeil said in a stern voice.

" god" she replied back and sleep

" i said wake up!" yuta yelled

" go away, jesus you make my life worst. i feel like dying so badly!" she yelled and ran up slamming the door while locking it

" she is so rude now" mark said while shaking her head

" don't mind her. just eat your breakfast and lest just go to school" doyoung said 

ari pov

i did not want to go to school today, since what happen yesterday. i don't even feel like showing my self to the class

i wanted to visit the doctor to give me a medication for my bruise, and even for my fever since i have one, as i was under the rain yesterday. i was having a bad headache, but i remembered that i left my wallet in my school locker. i mentally slapped my face and sighed and went to school when everybody is in class

at school

i quickly ran to my locker as everyone is in class.

" ari? what are you doing here?" i heard taeyong calling me

i  gasped as i faster took my wallet and ran out from the school. i started tearing up because my whole body aches so badly and i was having a terrible bad headache.

before i could even take one step. everything around me turned black and i felt my body hit a very hard ground

kun  pov

i was in my class studying until an announcement was made by the principle.

his voice was panicking somehow. 

" kun may i please see you in the office now" he said with a worried voice. all eyes were on me

' did something happen?' i thought to myself

once i got in, there was  worried look on his face. 

" yeas sir?" i said 

" your sister-is in the hospital" my eyes widened. 

" please inform my brothers!" i said and ran out of the school

i was running none stop to the hospital

" where is ari? i am her brother" i shouted at the nurse

" r-room 12 sir at 4th floor, but she is in emergency room right now" she said 

i thanked her and ran up. emergency room? my eyes widened 

i stop to see ari being pushed out of the emergency room as there was bruises on her face

tears threatened to fall. 

" are you miss ari brother?" the doctor said. i kept on nodding my head

" your sister has a high fever, and may i ask you something?" the doctor said 

" what is it?" i asked him, as i was curious to know what he is going to ask me

" is there anything wrong going on in your family or what?" he asked

why is he suddenly  asking this?

" what do you mean?" i asked as i didn't get it as what is he trying to say

" she has been cutting herself lately, and there were bruise all over her body" he said as i made my eyes widened 

" you can visit her but not now, let the nurses adjust her ward first." he said and i nodded

" why have she been cutting herself?" i asked my self

" where is she?" i saw everybody running towards me. i pointed at the ward.

"lets go in!" taeil said 

once we all went in we gasped

what happen to her? is this why she had been cutting herself?