save me ( book 2 of having 18 brothers )

Part 5

taeyong pov

oh my gosh, what happen to her? why are there so many bruises?

" what happen to her?" i asked kun

" i am not god, you think i know?" he replied back

i rolled my eyes at his answer

i was looking at her and her hand moved

" she's waking up!" i said in shock

her eyes was opening slowly 

ari pov

i saw everything black around me, i feel so numb. my eyes were opening slowly to know where i am. i groaned as i got an headache

" ari!" a familiar voice rang through the room

" what h-happen?" i said, not knowing where am I, as clear white walls were surrounding me. 

" you fainted and you ended up here." johnny said 

i just nodded my head

" what happen? where did you get those bruises?" taeil said. my eyes widened. 

"i- i uh i fell down a hill. that why i have this bruises" i said 

" stop lying," jisung said 

" why are you cutting yourself?" ten said 

" i am not, i cut my hand from cutting a paper with a pen knives." i said lying to them

" stop lying" jaemin said 

" tell us the truth!" jeno said 

" i am telling yo the truth." i said 

i could see anger boiling in their eyes 

" it is better that you guys not know about it" i said 

" not know about it? how?" doyoung said 

" did someone do this?" jungwoo said 

" i told you! nobody did this to me!" i yelled

" why can't you tell us huh? why? do you want to die is it? than go!" yuta yelled and walk of the room as win win followed him to cool him down

" i want to be alone, go!" i yelled as tears rolling down my cheeks

" i just don't understand you at all ari!" taeyong yelled and walked out.

but than win win came in and gave me a hug. 

" don't worry, i still love you," win win said 

i cried and hugged him back

everybody walked out and it was just me. i started crying so much. 

but stop when hani called me

" hello?" i said 

" ari! i am coming to seoul today!" she screamed 

i let out a weak smile

" i will see you tomorrow okay?" she said 

" okay, i need to go now bye!" i said 

i was resting when my the door creaked open

" oh my is ari sick?" yeri said while laughing 

" just go out!" i yelled at her

" you made our poppa's mad" stella said 

" so what?" i scoffed 

" just get out!" i shouted 

the door than open to reveal yuta, johnny and taeyong

the 3 devil 2.0 started fake crying

" what happen again?" johnny said sighing 

" she curse bad words, terrible bad words at us" hyunji cried as she ran to yuta hugging him

my eyes widened... not again!

" you always to this." teayong said 

" i swear i did not do it!" i yelled

" why are you yelling! and you know you can't use bad words at us cause we are older!" yuta shouted

" i feel that you guys are not my real brother at all!" i yelled

" i wish you were not our sister too!" yuta yelled and went out

everybody walked out as i can see yeri, smirking at me.

if everybody hate me so much, why am i still alive?

i wrote a note 

to all the people i love, i am sorry, but i have to do this. according to yuta: " you should go and die!" and " i wish you were not our sister!". so  i will do as what you wish yuta. i know i have caused trouble, but if i stay longer the more trouble will eventually come. i love all of you guys. i can now finally meet mom. tell dad i love him so much, thanks for everything. hani is coming down today, tell her i love her and so happy to have a best friend like her. tell sehun i will miss him,and  get a better girl. 

yuta, i am sorry i ruined your life so much. i will miss you. thanks for helping me with lots of stuff. and i am sorry

taeyong: i am sorry that i almost threw a rock at you and pointed to you my middle finger. and those who gave me the bruises is your girlfriends. i will miss you.

johnny: thanks for being the coolest brother to me, 

taeil: i am sorry that i have raised my voice to you. i love you

doyoung: i will miss how you take care of me. i love you

ten: i will miss you so much, i will promise you that you will find a better woman. don't find a woman like the 95 liners ( johnny, teayong, yuta)

kun: i am sorry, but your dream is true. i am sorry that i lied to you that i will never do  stupid things like that. but now i am doing it. i love you thanks for being there for me always

jeahyun: i will miss your dimples so much. thank you for helping me with most of the thing i don't know. i will love you

win win: i know you don't talk much but, i will love your cuteness and you hugs. i love you

jungwoo: you are so soft to me always and i like that, i promise you that if i see mom. i will tell her about you. about how you wished that she was there

lucas: thanks for making me laugh when i am sad. i will love you

mark: make sure to be aware, because haechan planned to do something. i will miss pranking you so much. i love you

renjun, jeno, haechan jaemin: i will miss pranking with you guys. especially mark. i will miss  you guys so much. i will tell mom that you guys miss her so much. i will promise to say that

chenle: i love pranking you the most. i am sorry for all the harsh things we did to you. i know i sometimes feel bad. but pls do pls lower down your dolphin scream

jisung: my one and only twin that i love. i am so happy we didn't prank you yet because i don't want to hurt you. i love you so much. one day i will visit  you.

to all of you i will miss you so much. don't cry because i am gone. appreciate that it will be less troublesome for all of you guys.

i love you all so much. 

love your one and only sister ari.

i sigh after writing the note. i placed it on my bed and walked out, the hospital. to walked to a cliff to end my life there. The cliff is a most moment thing where me and my family would go for a picnic and enjoy the scenery  there before my mom died, but stop when she died...