The Secrets of the boy next door

Ch16 Birthday Blues Pt2

Adrianna's Pov

I'm in the hospital waiting room I've been pacing back and forth since I got here they immediately took Alex to the emergency room but not before they asked me what happened so I told them that their was a wolf in the woods I wasn't lying I was just withholding some of the truth "Adrianna" ,someone calls to me I turn around and i see Alex parents and mine they hug me and ask me what happened so I told them what happened and in the end Alex dad wanted to kill Maxton but I told him to see if his son was okay first once the doctor came into view all our worries disappeared "the family can see him now he's in room six he's stable but he's still asleep" ,she says as she leaves we go to the right room and we open the door and Alex is sitting their wide awake i gasp then I remember instant healing it's a vampire thing as soon as we've all talked to Alex Matilda walks in panting like she's just run a marathon "I have some news but first Adrianna what day is your birthday" ,she says to me I totally forgot it was my birthday tomorrow "it's march 11th it's tomorrow but I'm not gonna celebrate" ,I tell her if she's planning a surprise party she needs to return everything she bought because I don't want a party i just want to be alone with Alex "I'm not asking you because of that dear I'm asking because I want to know what you chose" ,she states as I remember about my choosing day tomorrow "I chose to be a vampire theirs no place I'd rather be than with Alex" ,I say as I kiss him with all my love and passion for him since that day me and Alex have never left each other's side besides when we do different things like he's been going out with his friends and I've been going out with mine I'm happy I truly am but I know it won't last for long before someone comes and tries to attack us or something like that I lay on my bed staring at the ceiling thinking of everything that's happened over these past few months I wish thing's could have turned out differently than it had I get out of bed and I sit down at my desk mirror and I look at my self my whole life I've been self conscious and afraid of what people would think of me but since I've been with Alex and since I know that's I'm a hybrid screw them the only person that should care about what I look like is me I've felt uncomfortable in my own skin for so long I'm so happy to feel free I put on my fav red lipstick and I go downstairs I know my parents won't approve but I'm not doing this for anyone else but me I take a deep breath then I walk in front of them and they gasp a gasp of disapproval like I knew they would "Adrianna Robbins what on earth are you wearing" ,mom scolds me "I'm not doing this for Alex I'm doing this for myself you've been so busy to notice but since what happened with Cecelia I've felt more comfortable in my own skin I feel more confident to and I just want you to accept that the lipstick is showing that ",I say as I leave them in their own thoughts I walk over to Alex house and I knock on the door and Matilda answers she lets me and we sit down in the living room as we do samaya and Alex mom joins us worried looks on their faces "what wrong what happened is someone hurt" ,I ask them with the same worry in my voice that they have on their faces "Alex isn't returning any of our calls after he text samaya that he need some time to think and clear his head he said that this is all to much we just want to help us but it seems like he doesn't want it could you try calling him Adrianna I want to know where my son is that's all",she tells me as tears start to trickle down her face in an instant "I will try but I think he really want to be alone" ,I tell them as I call him it rings a few times before it clicks "hey Adrianna I really don't want it talk right now it's nothing personal I just need to clear my head think about all this before I start making decisions about everything" ,he says as I looks at them seeing them with hope I their eyes "I just wanted to tell you that your family miss you and their worried about you but I will tell them that you don't know sit to talk but will you tell me were to us we Alex we can talk i can help you",I say all in one breath feeling better "I'm I'm the woods but you can't help me I must do this on my own don't come to me please" ,he ask as he awaits my answer "I won't come to but just know that I'm here if you do want me to come" ,I say as I end the call as I start to cry into my hands I look up at everyone and all i see in their eyes is helplessness "I'm sorry to all of you but he doesn't want to talk not even to me he just want to be alone he thinks it's to much for him but him just up and leaving is to much for us especially me",I say truthfully I thought everything was going great but I should've known that this would happen "so what should we do",samaya ask us but we all shrug our shoulders sadly "their so nothing to do he left and I feel like with everything that's going everything I don't think he's coming back until we straighten this out",I say as I say goodbye to them them i leave I walk across the lawn then I head inside as I do I we mom and dad laying in the couch asleep so I just the blanket that's next to them over them then I got to bed I have to stay living my life and stop worrying about Alex for once I have school tomorrow I need to be clear minded so I can focus on what's important Alex can wait he doesn't want to see anyone anyways screw him screw all of this this is just to much right now it's really taking its toll on me