Chapter 4- The Worries

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Am I getting this disease or that disease...What if...What about. We all have those thoughts, when you suddenly feel sick when you think of something so terrifying. Why can't this worrying stop. Why do I have to overthink?!


Overthinking is so deadly, I say to myself sometimes..."it's an illusion!" Your mind tricks you, and your body is so innocent. Pleading to stop...it could be a phase that lasts for months, years, weeks, days...


Maybe if I stop worrying I can be free. I can do the things that I fear the most, or talk to the boy that lives across the road. Ride a Roller coaster or go on the camp at school that lasts a month. Your actions matter way more though, people can't see what your thinking. They can see your actions though.


I can imagine for some, that worrying could be more painful than this. But the panic attacks are real, the staying at home phases are real, the not doing anything mode is REAL. You never know anyone could be worried, but not say a thing.

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