Happy Romance?

~Chapter 4~

Hii, sorry for the late update... But here it is and prepare you for this chapter. Oh and before I forget it, is there someone who wants to make the cover for this book? PM me!

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Chapter 4

I couldn't cry anymore. I had cried so much the last few days, it feels like the world has collapsed. "Jessica, I know you are really sad, but you really need to eat something... You haven't eaten anything since."

"Mom, I can't eat anything. Everything hurts. My heart, eyes, throat, stomach - everything."

"I know hon, I'm really sorry, but I know that Noah wouldn’t want you to starve yourself because of him."

"How could you say something like that?! He is dead mom. Dead! He can't think anymore! He can't breath! The only thing he can do is lie still. He will never be able to do anything anymore. All because of these stupid doctors!"

"I'm sorry Jess… I really am, but I just can't see you like this."

"Then go away! I want to be with Noah."

"Don't talk to mom like that, Jess. We know you are upset but life has to go on."

"You don't understand anything, Ethan. Go away."

"No, I'm here for you with something to eat and drink. I'm not leaving you until you finish at least half of them. Both."

"Okay fine. Only if everyone leaves when I'm done. These are the last hours I can see Noah's body."

"That's okay with me."

Once I was done eating and drinking and Ethan and Mom finally left, I was again alone with Noah. I am looking at his beautiful face (even though it is a little bit gray because he is dead) for the last time. It was the last time I could see him. Tomorrow is his funeral. Life is so unfair. He has said the word to me. But of course I didn't say them back then.

*4 weeks ago*

Okay it's 5 p.m. I still have one hour. Don't stress too much Jess, everything is going to be okay, you're going to get it in time. I was trying to keep myself calm. I am going on a date with Noah and it's a surprise, of course. The biggest problem is that I still don't know what to wear. I asked Noah but I got the answer "Hmm... That's a good question. I don't know actually. I think you should wear something casual."

Typical Noah... So I have to wear something casual. Gosh why am I so bad at things like this?

Knock knock...

"No you can't come in, I'm busy."

"But I'm your favorite brother." I could imagine that Ryan is pouting his lip right now with puppy eyes.

"No Ryan, I said I'm busy."

But of course, Ryan doesn't understand so he comes in and sees me struggling with my clothes. "You can't choose what to wear I see, huh?"

"Ugh, just shut up and leave."

"Nope." he said while popping the 'p' and taking a seat in my chair.

"Ry, you are annoying me right now. Could you just please leave me alone? I'm begging you."

"Hmm… Only if you give me your chocolate bar."

"Okay. Fine. Just. Leave. Right. Now!" I half shouted.

"Okay, okay, I'm already leaving. Don't worry."