Love, Lies & War (David Luiz)

Fix You - Inessa

I wake up in a square white room looking around confused and see David asleep on the chair next to my bed

"Morning beautiful" I turn around and see Nando getting up

"How long have I been out?"

"Three days"

"You've been here all this time?"

"Yeah and Layla and David...think it's actually the first time he's slept..he's not left your side once"

"When can I leave?"

"I'll got get the doctor"

I turn around to David and try to pull myself up

"Good morning miss, glad to see you awake..we'll just go through some test make sure everything's okay and then you can leave" the doctor smiles coming into the room

He runs some test on my slight and movement then leaves the room, as he closes the door David wake up

"Your awake...your okay?" He asks with a worried look on his face and he moves over to the bed

"Yes..and yes I think I'll be okay" I reply looking back at the doctor as he walk back into the room

"Everything's okay..you're free to leave" the doctors smiles

David and Layla leave the room to get the car ready outside as Nando helps me get dressed as it still hurts to move my shoulder. Once we get all my stuff together we head out of the hospital through the mass of reports and into the car driving back to the hotel. I don't say a word the whole time just looking out the window as Nando takes my hand in his.

We arrive back to the hotel and Layla talks me into the going to the bar to let everyone know I'm okay. So we head into the bar and I see Coby at the bar talking with Soap, the whole room goes quite when I walk in and I begin feel like the room closing in around me. I can't take it I feel like I can't breathe, I run over to Coby and bury my face in his neck crying and he lifts me up and kisses my head.

"It's okay..you're okay..I'm here" he whispers in my ear

"Get me out of here" I beg

He nods his head and grabs my bag off Alonso and carries me to the elevator and up to my room.

I spent the next three days in bed with Coby sleeping and every now again talking about old times in Iraq, whenever someone would come to the room I'd make them level. No one seemed to understand I didn't want to talk about what happened or what I was feeling I just wanted to sleep.

After the third day of ignoring everyone and lying in bed with Coby, Layla comes charging into my suite opening the bed room doors and dragging me into the living room where Alonso, Soap, Cavalo, David, Hulk, Marcelo and Neymar were sat.

"I can't do this anymore Ness, I can't sit downstairs in that bar whilst you lay up here in bed..not talking..no eating..just..well..doing nothing. I can't stand it. You need to talk about what happened. At the game. In Korea. Everything. You do this every time and it's selfish!!" Layla screams

I look around the room in shock

"That's a bit too far Layla..we came here to help her prep for Monaco cheer her up a bit" Soap barks at her

"She's acting like a bitch" she screams back at Soap

"Layla..that's enough" shouts Hulk

"How dare you..how dare you come here and speak to me like that Layla..you're suppose to me my friend..my sister" I cry

"Well then act like a fucking human being" she replies

"A human being..HA..I barely feel alive Layla. It's a struggle to even keep breathing...and what you think sitting around crying is going to make me feel better..to see the faces of my loved ones fall apart as I relive the horrible things I've been through..you want to know what Charles use to do to me in Russia..what the torturers did to me in Korea and last week..is that that you want to know..how it felt to be beaten..raped..shot and cut up like meat..IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT LAYLA" I scream at her