They say most of the people that commit or attempt suicide regret their decision when they are falling from the building or cliff or bridge they've jumped off. Well.. I am sure I won't regret it. Now that I am standing on the edge of a 17 floors building I was never so sure and confident about any decision I've made ever in my life. At the end there will be only darkness. I don't really like it, but I am used to it.. This decision will put an end to all my pain, all the lies, all the bullshit in my life wich I will call more surviving or existence than life..
I can't even remember when all this began . I remember playing with my neighbour, who was at the time my best friend, and the next thing that I can remember is sitting alone in my room for 2 days straight.. Alone with all my demons, hopeless.
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What Is Left
Teenfikce"I can't remember the last time something good happened to me" "I am sorry for being like this. I am sorry for being a failure"
