-"fucking burden!" jinki didn't let out a scream just because he didn't have the strength to do it.
he sighed letting the nurse hit his corpse again. she kicked his abdomen for the last time before leaving the room.
jinki was exhausted.
he was laying on the floor, a strong pain coming from his stomach on where the nurse kicked.
he coughed in pain letting out a moan when he tried to get up.
whining he tried to reach the bathroom to clean himself up and wounds the scars on his corpse.
it had always been like that.
the nurse checking his arms, seeing that he was cutting himself again and beating him like she always did.
he wasn't surprised when she yelled at him after seeing the fresh cuts on his left arm that morning.
he just let go.
he didn't want to be alive anymore.
he didn't feel the pain anymore.
just an huge and dark feeling in his heart. he was empty.
no sadness in his eyes, no madness, no rancour, just, emptiness.
his eyes were empty, his stare was empty.
jinki was empty.
notes;
it's been a long time on here. i cant even remember the last time i published something, and im still insecure about this lmao.
it's a big and fragile topic for me so i hope you'll enjoy!! english isn't my native too, so im sorry if something is wrong.
i love my babies tho, i hope this will turn out good <3
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we'll see the colours soon ; onew x taemin
Fanfictionwhere jinki is recovered in a psychiatric hospital and the only thing that brights him up is his new doctor taemin. warnings! graphic contents, self harm, explicit contents, sensitive contents, don't read if you're not comfortable.
