Shattered Glass (Plance Story)

《6》

《Trigger warning: Self harm》

1 year time skip.

A year had passed, Pidge and Lance were... somewhat happy. At least Lance was, he had the girl of his dreams so he'd say.

But Pidge had her doubts, she often found herself over thinking who lance was talking to. Alot of the times the girl would blush when lance spoke to them, it stung honestly.

They were currently sitting on the couch at lances house. His parents were doing some running and his siblings were all out at friends or at school.

Pidge was laying on lances lap, sighing as she closed her eyes and fell into thought. She hasn't noticed herself start crying until lance pulled her up and spoke.

"Pidge what's wrong?" Concern laced his voice and she only gripped his shirt

"A-am I not good enough lance?" Her voice was quiet and broken, thin fingers shaking.

"Katie, what are you talking about? Of course your good enough, you'll never not be good enough." He replied, kissing her forehead.

"T-then Why do you flirt with other girls?... Their always blushing when their around you and I-.... I feel like I'm not enough when I see that..." Her voice was brought down to barely above a whisper, she didn't wanna speak.

Lance felt His heart sink. Did Katie really feel this way? He wasn't purposely flirting with people, hell he doesn't even notice when girls flirt with him because Pidge is on his mind 24/7.

"Katie..." He spoke, moving hair from her face and kissing her nose "You mean the world to me okay? No other girl can replace you." He smiled.

There was a little glow in Pidges eyes as she looked up at lance, a small smile tugging at her lips and she kissed the Cuban boy weakly.

"Okay..." was all she said, she didn't know if lance was telling the truth or not and her self doubt had been getting to her.

The female had gone home after a while, sitting in her room. She tapped away at her computer, a low hum leaving her lips as she scrolled through social medias.

She looked at the recent comments on her recent post, it was a picture of her and lance. There was comments from her friends saying how cute they were and how happy they looked then... She got to some other ones.

Allura ...
Lotor...
And a boy named James.
They all spoke about how they would end in flames and disaster because of how suicidal Pidge had been it looked.
They told her to just kill herself all ready.

She ignored the comments for the time being but as time progressed and it neared midnight, the female started thinking more into it.

What if they did end up in flames?
What is lance cheated on her because she isn't good enough?

What if something happened and one of them got into some horrible accident and died?

The thoughts went on, she started to hit her head. The female gripped her head, knocking a glass off her night stand and watching it shatter.

Shattered glass....

She picked up a large piece, tears streaming down her face. She started at the piece in her hand, her phone started going off but her thoughts were clouded, she barely noticed it as she pressed the piece to her arm and dragged it across.

She did this multiple times, not counting, not paying attention to how close she got to her veins. With a shaky, now bloody arm, she laid there, blood dripped onto her black bed sheets, running down her arm. She dropped the glass and went to wash off the blood before wrapping her arm in bandage and pulling on a hoodie.

She went back to her room, after half an hour, she passed out, the glass not clean and the bloody piece still lying there.

When she woke up the next morning, the glass was cleaned up and her hoodie sleeve had been rolled up. The female panicked, quickly pulling it back down as she walked into the living room.

Her brother and mother sat on the couch, worried looks on their faces.

They had been talking about putting Katie on suicide watch, scared she would tried to kill herself and succeed.

They spoke to her, it ended in her running out of the house, it was around noonish and pouring rain.

She ran out in shorts, no shoes, and a hoodie. Tears ran down the females race, hidden by the rain and her head being down.

She coughed a couple times, a car pulled up beside her.

Rosa... Lances mama.

"Katie? Katie what are you doing! Get in get in-" she seemed worried.

Pidge jumped "Rosa- ah, no. I'm fine mama." She smiled, eyes red from crying.

The Cuban lady huffed "Katie Holt, get in and tell me what's going on. Did mi hijo do something? I'll beat him."

That made the girl chuckle, she relunctly got into the car. She was soaked and shaking. "No, he didn't. I uh, my mother was thinking about putting me in a mental hospital."

"Oh? What's going on? Is everything alright?" She tilted her head, placing a hand on the girls shoulder.

Pidge broke down, shaking her head and hugging Rosa. "I-i don't think I'm good enough for him Rosa. People keep telling me and telling me I'm not,  that no one would want to be with a girl who's suicidal because there's no point if they wanna off themselves anyway.

I-im not pretty, I have little self confidence. The only thing I have is brains!" She gripped the older females shirt.

Rosa sighed and rubbed her head, kissing it in a motherly way. "Katie, dear... You can't let them get to you. How you have you and Lance been together?"

"A-a year..." her voice cracked a little as she looked up at Rosa.

"Exactly, lance was worried all night since you never texted him back. He had woken me up and I had to calm him down. Tell him you must have passed out, did you?"

Pidge looked down and nodded "sorta..." She tugged down her sleeves.

"Mi amo.... Did you harm yourself?"She had noticed the tugging. Tears brimed katies eyes again and she nodded.

Rosa kissed her head and started driving again, she was gonna take Pidge to see lance.

~~~~~

When they arrived, lance had noticed Pidge and ran out, hugging her tightly "You haven't answered any of my texts Katie! Since last night! Are you okay!? Did someone hurt you!?" He was genuinely worried, cupping her face and inspecting her a bit.

She shoved him away slightly and tugged her sleeves again, looking away from lance.

"Mi hijo. Take her inside please, bathroom." His mother spoke softly.

With that, they headed to the bathroom, Pidge sat on the toilet and Lance was looking at her, wide eyed at the sight before him.

《 word count: 1162
Sorry it's alot shorter than how much I usually update.

School started again and I haven't been in the best mental state so take this angst. I'll try to update I swear ^^

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~Max