((My mom asked me why I get mad at her and never my friends and I realized why. This is not directed at anybody it is simply my thoughts))
I get mad at my family because I don't know if I can with my friends.
If I get mad at people then I lose my friends.
Then I'm alone.
So even when my feelings are hurt and I'm really mad I don't say anything.
Because what if you hate me then?
What if your done?
What if I'm alone then?
That's what I'm so afraid of.
So I don't get mad, like almost ever at my friends. Because I'm scared of being alone.
