Before u even read this it's not targeted at anyone. It's just to everyone.
Why am I always the one to reach out first?
Every once in a while someone texts me first and I get a little rush of joy because someone cares about me
But I always text first
No
This isn't a guilt trip to any of my friends who read this to text me more
No
I...I'm too clingy
I'm clingy because I know if I don't put enough effort in you'll leave me for someone better
I know because 99.9% of the population is better
I don't wanna be alone
But being the only one to put forth effort already makes me alone.
I'm sorry if I haven't responded in a while to things
A lot is going on in real life right now
I just can't always be the only one putting forth effort.
I'm putting down Wattpad for a bit.
Yes I'll still be on
In and off.
Rarely.
I will be reading here because it doesn't involve talking to people.
I might rp the littlest bit but I'm done for a while I'm sorry.
I need to figure stuff out
And if I'm the only one putting effort with most of my friends
That means something is wrong with me
The fact that no one wants to talk to me unless I'm right there in their face.
I'll see u soon everyone. Hopefully.
Goodbye for now
~Brooke
