*Lisanna's POV*
I walked out of the guild hall and walked home. I then collapsed on my bed and thought to myself.
(italics texts are her thoughts)
Natsu and Gray still haven't come to their senses.
They can't see that Lucy and Juvia did nothing and that they are the ones that are wrong.
I could try to convince them.
No, Natsu is too dense. And Gray is just, Gray
*Back at the guild*
"ACHOO!" Natsu sneezed.
"What can't handle a little cold?" Gray teased.
"Shut it Ice princess." Natsu shot back.
"Make me flame br-ACHOO!" Gray sneezed.
"You were saying?" Natsu smirked.
"Shut your trap, it's not even cold outside. Somebody was probably talking about us." Gray said.
*Back to Lisanna*
They'll never realize on their own, they're too dense.
I haven't apologized either, that doesn't make me any better.
How do I approach them? I feel like they still hate me, I'm part of the reason why they left all those years ago.
I could ask Mira, she seems pretty close to them, but then again she has a slight grudge against me, she might think I just want to get close to them so I can hurt them. Likewise, they're crazy strong, I wouldn't stand a chance.
There is no way I'm asking Elfman, he'll just say "BE A MAN!" or something along those lines.
I guess I'll just have to do it myself. But how?
Should I just go up to the like everyone else? Or should I do something special, like send them to a place and I'll apologize there?
But then there's a chance they won't accept my apologies. I won't blame them if they don't but, it's worth a shot.
Ugh, all this thinking is making my head hurt. I need a walk.
I got up from my bed walked out the door. I found a nice trail to walk through which had some really pretty sakura trees (or just cherry blossoms). They reminded me of someone, Natsu. His hair is almost the same colour as the blossoms. I stopped looking at the trees to see the people on the trail, they were mostly couples hugging, kissing and all that jazzy stuff.
Me a Natsu's relationship hasn't really gotten anywhere. We've gone on lots of dates but nothing serious. You would think after seven years he'd do something but no. I feel like something is holding him back. But what?
I wasn't looking where I was going so I accidentally bumped into someone
"I'm sorry I wasn't looking where I was going," I said
"It's okay I wasn't either, wait- LISANNA?" the person said
"Yes, that's me, MIRA?" I asked in shocked, "What are you doing here?"
"Looking for you actually, you left the guild suddenly which is something you rarely do. is something wrong?" Mira asked
"No, I just wanted some fresh air, that's all," I replied back
"I know you're lying," Mira said
"Huh, what?" I replied confused
"You've been acting strange lately, zoning out quite often, its like you're thinking about something way too much," Mira said. I stood still in shocked.
"Not only that you've been looking at Lucy and Juvia more, not in a bad way, but in a- how do I say this?- sympathetic way." I looked down thinking if I should tell her the truth
"Look I know you think I hate you but I really don't" I looked up in shock, " I'm just disappointed in your choices, you and Elfman. I could never hate you two, you're my little siblings after all."
"Thanks, Mira. Well, you are right, I am thinking of something, I want to apologize to Lucy and Juvia but I don't how. I also feel like they both hate me ." I explained.
"That's great you finally realized your mistake, unlike Natsu and Gray. If you're really that scared, think so it this way, they forgave everyone that apologized to them, so what makes you any different?" Mira said. I thought for a moment, she was right.
"Then I again I can't read their minds, just give it a shot," Mira added
"I will, maybe tomorrow or sometime this week, thanks for the encouragement," I said
"Anything for my little sister," Mira said as she hugged me. I hugged back
"I'm a little tired so I'm just gonna stay home for the day," I said while releasing myself from the hug
"Okay, I'll see you later tonight," Mira said as she waved goodbye. I waved back and walked back home.
Once I arrived home, I was preparing to take a bath when something caught my attention, it was a picture of Me, Mira, Elfman, Romeo, Cana, Levy, Gajeel Natsu, Gray, Erza, Wendy, Happy, Carla, Lucy and Juvia.
"Where is this from?" I asked myself
I looked a bit closer a remembered it was from the Grand Magic Games, at our "Last Place Party." Everyone looked so happy despite us being in last place. My eyes shot straight toward Lucy, and then to Juvia. I kept looking back and forth between the two, they were so cheerful back then, they're so much different now
"By the end of this week, I will do it, I don't care if they don't accept my apologies, I will do it."
*Three Days Later (It is now Friday) Still Lisanna's POV*
Ugh, I still haven't done it! every time I try to I chicken out! AHHHH this sucks, I'm going to drive myself if I don't apologize soon.
"Hey Lisanna, have you done it yet?" Mira asked
"No I can't seem to find the courage to do it,"I replied sadly
"Well don't stress about it, but don't keep on waiting," Mira said as she went back to cleaning glasses
"I know," I whispered
(976 Words- a little shorter than usual but meh)
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Guilt and Regret
Fanfiction[idk if i'm gonna continue this lmao] Imagine the person you love, to the bottom of your heart, suddenly starts ignoring you, hating you, abusing you just because you're "weak". All their friends start to do the same and you feel helpless. Lucy and...
