From A Player To My Lover. (Justin Bieber Fanfiction)

Chapter 20

You were like a walking ghost no emotions, just a lifeless body. Would it really be worth going through all that suffering just to get an explanation out of Justin? You just really needed to realize that Justin didn't want you anymore. You needed to move on. The explanation would be worth it, from that you would get some closure. And be able to move on with your life. The big question still remained in your head. Why would Justin just suddenly break up with you after two amazing days for Mandy? Once you found that it then you could move on. You decided that you really needed to stop dating for a while, and just focus on yourself.

You: Lets get this over with.

You snatched your keys from your bedside table and hopped into your car. You put the keys into the ignition and started the car, you fasted your seat belt. By the time, you got to the restaurant it had already been 30 minutes. You strolled into the restaurant, every step you took the pain in your stomach grew worse. You plopped down at a booth in the back. You took your hoodie off, and got comfortable.

Waitress: What may I get you?

You: I would just like a Sprite.

Waitress: One Sprite will be right up.

You: Thanks.

When you were upset, you never had an appetite. The waitress brought you your Sprite. Ten minutes had already passed. You knew that Justin wouldn't show up, he didn't care about you anymore. Just as you were ready to get up and leave you see Justin walking in. You crouched down in your seat and just took a deep breathe. What was the worst that could happen? You took a sip of Sprite and tried to get comfortable, but you couldn't relax. Justin perched himself on the seat across from you. As soon as he gazed into your eyes, the pain went right through you. Every part of your body ached and hurt, the pain would never end. Justin still hadn't said anything yet. As the seconds went by things became to get awkward. Fine if Justin wasn't going to be with first one to say anything you would.

You: What the fuck is wrong with you Justin?

You could tell that Justin was a bit shocked that you just came out and said that.

Justin: W-what?

You: Justin don't what me. I can't believe you would do something like this! We had the most amazing two days. I finally forgave you then you just break my heart again, and break up with me for Mandy?

Justin: Fine I was scared!

You: About what?

Justin: The more I fall for you the more I get scared I will get hurt.

That was the last thing you thought would ever think to come out of Justin's mouth. Why couldn't he just tell you that he was over you? And make everything less complicated.

You: Oh. *You were still in shock from what he had said. *

Justin: I have been a complete asshole and jerk to you. I am so sorry. Lately all I have been making is bad decisions. I wouldn't blame you if you never wanted to see me again.

You could see all of the sorrow in Justin's eyes. You couldn't bear the pain inside of you anymore. You bursted out of your chair and sped out of the restaurant. You couldn't take it anymore! When Justin was literally pleading for forgiveness it just made the ache in your heart a 1000x worse. Justin came running after you.

Justin: Haylie please!

Just as you were opening the door to your Justin grabbed your arm.

Justin: *In a calm voice* Please give me one more chance. I will never do this to you again.

You just shook your head, you couldn't find a way for the words to come out of your mouth. Once again tears started filling up in your eyes and streaming down your face.

Justin: Please.

You: That is what you said the last time when you broke my heart. That you would never hurt me again. If I keep just forgiving you nothing will ever change.

Justin: Please just trust me.

You: I don't trust you anymore. You have broke my heart way too many times. We are like a rollercoaster always breaking up and getting back together. I can't bear the pain anymore.

Justin: How do you think I feel? Every moment I am away from you I don't feel complete.

You: I really need to think about what is right for me. I am going to go to California and enjoy the rest of my summer. I think it will be the best for both of us if we just stay away from each other. Justin: How can you possibly say that?

You: I can't stand to get hurt by you again, and I won't.

As you tried to open your door Justin closed it. He grasped your waist and lifted you up in the air, forcing you to wrap your legs around him. Justin started giving you sweet and short kisses up and down your neck.

You: Stop Justin.

You kept trying to push him away, but he was too strong. You truly didn't want him to stop. It felt so wonderful to have him back.

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