Crooked

Chapter 7

*Listen to Crooked by G-Dragon when reading this chapter*

After Jiyong had told me yes, he took quick steps to stand in front of me. He leaned down and I grabbed the front of his shirt as our lips collided. The rest was a blur and we some how ended up at his house, in his bed.

When I wake up the next morning I turn my head to look at Jiyong, who is awake and looking at me. I smile softly at him.

"I must like you or something because I've never done this with anyone.. Ever." Jiyong tells me. This makes me smile. It feels good to be the first he has commited to.

"Does it feel good?" I ask as I sit up. He follows my eyes as I move.

"It feels weird." Jiyong says. I nod.

"I'm sure it will for a little bit." I reassure him.

"We should go out today before you have to practice." Jiyong suddenly suggests.

"Where should we go?" I ask him, becoming excited.

"The club." Jiyong says. I chuckle softly and shake my head.

"How about something more calm. What about a cafe?" I ask him. He raises his eyebrow.

"Cafe?" He asks. I almost chuckle again. I have to remember that he has never done this before.

"It will be a nice place to get to know each other." I say. Jiyong slowly nods his head.

"Okay. Cafe it is then." He says and gets up. I watch as he moves around his room, getting out clothes and putting them on. I bite my lip as I admire his body.

I get up and put on my cloths. I quickly fix my hair and brush my teeth before joining Jiyong in his hallway. As we walk to the front door, I grab Jiyong's hand softly. I'm surprised when he squeezes it. We walk outside and we start walking side by side on the sidewalk. As we walk I notice Jiyong looking around and glancing at me and our hands together, like he's worried about this situation. I look up at him.

"Jiyong, take some deep breaths. It's alright." I tell him softly. He looks down at me and actually softly smiles.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't care what people will think of me when they see us." He confesses. I smile at him.

"They will think better of you." I reply softly. He looks away from me.

"This scares me." He whispers and I barely hear him. I smile more, let go of his hand and wrap my arm around his waist.

"We can do this together." I lean my head against the side of his chest. Jiyong sighs and nods.

We make it to the cafe and we walk in. We both just order drinks and we find a empty booth to sit in. I smile as I look around the cafe. It really isn't busy and it's what we needed. This is a great time for us to spill out our pasts and everything else. Our waitress brings us our drinks and I take a sip. Jiyong looks up at me and I smile.

"So you said we should get to know each other.." He trails off and I nod.

"Should I go first?" I ask him. Jiyong thinks about it for a second before nodding.

"Yes." He replies. I nod and then look down at my drink.

"So, as you guessed before, I'm not from here. I'm from America." I tell him.

"I could tell." Jiyong smirks. I look him in the face now.

"I'm from Indiana. My dream was to professionally sing and dance, but I felt like I needed to go somewhere else to do it."

"Why not in a bigger city?" Jiyong asks. I shake my head.

"South Korea was where I wanted to be. When my parents found out, they said they would disown me for leaving the country." I explain.

"Harsh."

"I came here when I was only sixteen. I went into training for BigHit and I was put into BTS. While I was in training I got my citizenship." I tell Jiyong with a smile.

"So you never hear from your parents?" He asks me. I shake my head.

"Not once."

"Wow."

"Let's see.. I have never dated before or been with anybody intimately, you are my first for both." I say softly. Jiyong softly smiles.

"Who are you closest to in your group?" He asks me.

"I'm very close to Jimin, Yoongi, and Taehyung. Well and Jin, he's like an older brother." I tell Jiyong and he nods. He looks at me and actually looks ready to tell me everything.

"I'm just going to say this first. You are not my first, but I've never dated. You are the first girl I've been on a date with and the first I've slept with more than once." Jiyong confesses. I nod slowly. I figured.

"Does being with me feel any different than the others?" I ask him out of curiosity.

"Yes." Jiyong says without elaborating.

"I'm from here. I also wanted to become a professional dancer and rapper. I went to YG Entertainment and when I was 18, Bigbang was formed."

"Wow." I reply.

"As for parents, I wish they wouldn't talk to me like yours." Jiyong tells me. I frown slightly.

"My dad is the head of our house hold and my mom agrees with everything he says. He wants me to be big in life and wants control of my whole life."

"That's not right." I say and Jiyong nods.

"If he doesn't like something I'm doing, he will hit me and yell in my face." He explains to me.

"You're an adult.." I say with a frown. Jiyong shrugs.

"He doesn't care." He looks me in the eyes. "Now you know why I act like an ass. My father. And why no one cares about me." I reach across the table and I grab his hand. He looks down at our hands.

"You have me." I say softly and he looks up at me again. Jiyong slowly takes his hand away and looks away from me.

"Don't you have practice now?" He mutters. I softly sigh and nod.

"Yes. Are you going with me?" I ask him. He nods.

"I will walk you there." He stands up and walks off towards the door. I follow after him and catch up to him outside on the sidewalk. We are quiet as we walk like we've become awkward now.

When we get closer I see Jiyong glance at me and his hand reaches out. His pinky wraps around my own and I bite my lip to stop from grinning. If this is what he's comfortable with, then I'm fine with it.