Tabby is a member of one of the biggest Kpop groups, BTS. Being the only girl can be hard sometimes, but loving someone who doesn't want to be loved is even harder. Jiyong flips her life upside down: for better or worse?
*Listen to Back To You by Selena Gomez while reading this chapter*
This last week has been busy and so crazy it has been hard for me to wrap my head around it. My single, Fake Love, was so popular just after the first night I performed it. A few days after that BTS released our new album and it literally blew up. And last night the tickets for our fall tour went up.
Let's just say that when I woke up this morning I found out that every place on our tour is sold out. It's hard for me to actually catch my breath with everything going on. It's really exhausting me in every way. I just need a break today to take a break and think. And maybe think about Jiyong and I.
I haven't heard or seen him since he brought me home, but he is always on my mind. I just haven't had the time to actually think where this was going to go, if anywhere.
I grab my phone and text Yoongi, who is already at Bighit with everyone, that I will be out walking around the city. I get out of my bed and I walk to my closet to get out clothes. I get dressed in a black crewneck with white skinny jeans. I brush my teeth and braid my hair before grabbing some toast on the way out.
The walk around the city today should clear my head. I needed this because I think I could go insane with everything going on. The guys are cool with me taking this day to myself and I'm grateful for that.
I start to pass some food booths and my stomach growls. I walk up to one that has kimchi and I smile at the man inside the booth.
"Could I get a bowl of kimchi please?" The man smiles too.
"Of course." He quickly fixes me a bowl and hands it to me. I hand him the money for it, plus some extra.
"Thank you." I say and start walking again. I eat and enjoy the views around me. I take deep breaths and turn my head to the sky. I smile to myself. This feels so nice. I throw my bowl away and just keep walking around. I spot a flower booth and I stop at it.
"These are beautiful." I say softly as I look at all of them. I hear some footsteps that stop next to me.
"I hear that you guys are doing great." The familiar voice says next to me. I turn my head to see Jiyong looking at the flowers too. I nod slightly.
"Yes. It's a little overwhelming." I softly say. Jiyong glances at me. We both go silent and look at the flowers in front of us.
"You know I remember this young girl who worked her ass off during training, so that she could make it into a group." Jiyong says. I turn my head to look at him again. What is he talking about?
"Are you talking about me? You were there?" I ask him, confused.
"I was helping another group at the time, but you stood out to me then like you do now. I thought you were amazing and cute." Jiyong tells me while looking at the flowers. I bite my lip slightly. Jiyong suddenly turns his head to me and I can see tears forming in his eyes.
"Tabby. I can't do this anymore. I'm done with the don't give a shit attitude." Tears just start falling down his face and I turn to him.
"Jiyong you know you don't have to anymore." I take a step closer to him. He swallows and looks up at the sky.
"God it was so hard to be away from you. I never knew it would hurt so bad." He confesses and looks back at me. I look at him one last time before colliding into his chest. Jiyong wraps his arms around me and presses me to him. Tears of my own fall down my face and collect on his shirt.
"I love you and I'm so sorry for being an asshole to you." Jiyong whispers into my ear. I hug him tighter.
"Please never leave me again you jerk." I mutter into his chest, which makes him chuckle. I look up at him finally and I smile softly. I lightly grab the front of his shirt and bring him closer to me.
"I love you." I whisper before kissing him. Jiyong smiles softly. He pulls away to look at me.
"What are you doing out by yourself anyway?" He asks.
"I needed to clear my head from the craziness." I tell him. Jiyong bites his lip.
"Would you like to come to my house?"
"I would love that." I reply. Jiyong offers me his hand and I take it willingly. He keeps looking at me and smiling. Jiyong is seriously too cute. I smile at him.
"It makes me happy to see you this way." I tell him.
"You should move in with me." He blurts. I raise an eyebrow at him.
"Oh really? I should?" I ask with a smile.
"Well I'm not living with you.. You have three dudes living with you." Jiyong says. I laugh at this. He has a point.
"I will move some of my things to your house, but not all of it." I smile. He grins and swings our hands. We come up to his house and he opens the door for me. Jiyong closes the door behind him and he looks at me while biting his lip. He steps closer to me quickly and gently grabs both of my cheeks. His lips lightly touch mine a few times. I notice that his breathing is getting heavier and so is mine.
"This is a fresh start and I want to do it right." Jiyong whispers. I nod slightly and bite my own lip. I kiss him quickly, I just need him to keep going. Our lips touch again and Jiyong picks me up. He carries me into his bedroom and lays me down. Jiyong stands up to take off his shirt and as he leans back down over me I place my hand on his chest.
"Mine." I whisper. Jiyong bites his lip.
"That's right." He moans.
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