Tabby is a member of one of the biggest Kpop groups, BTS. Being the only girl can be hard sometimes, but loving someone who doesn't want to be loved is even harder. Jiyong flips her life upside down: for better or worse?
*Listen to Let Me by Zayn while reading this chapter*
The next couple days are the last free days for BTS. In just a few days we will be on a plane heading to our first tour stop. We have been super busy with practicing and getting ready for being away for awhile. It's been hectic for all of us
Me and Jiyong have been inseparable the last couple days. He is always willing to go anywhere with me and it makes us both happy because neither of us know what will happen when I leave. Jiyong has not yet said he wanted to go with me. I'm okay with him not wanting to, it will just be a really long time away from each other.
We are both laying in my bed, facing each other. Jiyong smiles at me and pecks my lips.
"I never want to get up." He says softly. I nod.
"I know.. I have to pack though." I say softly and smile. He kisses me once more before I get out of my bed and go to my closet. Jiyong watches me as I get dressed and get ready for the day. I grab my suitcase and my carry on bag from my closet. I gently lay them on my bed. Jiyong stands up and gets dressed too.
"I'm going to eat breakfast." He tells me.
"Could you bring me something?" I ask him. Jiyong smiles sweetly.
"Of course." He leaves my room and I just stare at my suitcase and bag. What the heck am I bringing?
"Good morning." Yoongi says from my doorway. I smile at him. He comes walking in and sits on my bed.
"Have you packed?" I ask him.
"I'm going to today." He says with a smirk. I laugh.
"I'm not sure what to even bring." I say with a sigh.
"It's hard when we are going to be gone for so long." Yoongi says. I nod. Yoongi looks at me.
"So?"
"So what?" I ask him.
"Is he going with us?" He asks me. I shrug.
"He hasn't said." I reply. Yoongi frowns slightly. We both turn our heads when Jiyong walks back in. He hands me a couple pieces of toast. Jiyong looks from me and Yoongi then smiles.
"Tabby.. And Yoongi, I'm going with you guys." Jiyong tells us with a big smile. Yoongi and I look at each other.
"You are?" I ask him, starting to grin. Jiyong nods.
"I don't think I can be away from you guys for too long." Jiyong says. I smile and so does Yoongi.
"I'm flattered." Yoongi says with a smile. Jiyong chuckles.
"So I need to pack too." Jiyong tells us. I nod.
"After I'm done we can go to your house." I tell him. I start grabbing my favorite clothes and plopping them into my suitcase and bag. I also grab my essentials and put those into my bag.
"That was faster than I thought." I tell myself. Yoongi smiles and stands up.
"Hopefully it will be that smooth for me too." He says. Yoongi walks over to me and kisses my cheek.
"I will see you both later." He says and walks out of my room.
"You ready to go?" Jiyong asks me. I nod and he grabs my hand. We both leave my room and out the front door to his house.
We get to Jiyong's house and he leads us into his bedroom. I sit down on his bed and watch as he grabs his own suitcase. He places it on his bed and opens it.
"I'm so glad you're coming with us." I tell him with a smile.
"Me too." Jiyong says with a smile. He goes to his closet and looks at his clothes.
"It will be fun." I say. Jiyong nods as he grabs some clothes out of his cloest.
"It sure will." He puts his clothes into his suitcase, then comes over to me. Jiyong leans down and kisses me softly.
"I'm going to miss our times alone though." I say softly.
"We will figure it out." He whispers and kisses me again. I put my arms around his neck and lean back so he falls on top of me. He smiles and kisses me really slow. I put my hands in his hair and gently pull, causing him to moan.
"You're not supposed to be distracting me." He mutters and starts taking off his shirt.
"We can stop then." I tease. Jiyong throws his shirt across the room.
"No take backs." He says and I smirk. He starts to help me with my own shirt when his doorbell rings. Jiyong groans and places his face into the crook of my neck.
"Why does this happen?" He asks and stands up. I smile and sit up. Jiyong leaves his room, still with no shirt on, to go answer the door. I fix my shirt and wait for him to come back. Just a few minutes later he comes back carrying a piece of paper with tears rolling down his face. I quickly stand up.
"What's wrong?" I ask him. He looks up from the paper to look at me.
"This is from the military. It's my time to go in.. I leave the day you do." His voice cracks and it breaks my heart. I wrap my arms around him and he puts his face into my shoulder.
"I'm sorry Tabby. I wanted to go with you." He whispers. I shake my head softly.
"Hey it will be just fine. We will be fine." I say to reassure the both of us.
"I'm still sorry." Jiyong lifts his head to look at me.
"We will both be so busy that time will go really fast." I say, getting choked up. Jiyong takes a deep breath.
"I really don't want to leave you."
"I know, but you can't help it." I say and he hugs me tight.
"We got this." I say for the both of us. We totally can do this.
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