August 23,2018
My lungs are shaking, your face blurry in my head I can hear your thoughts, screaming the things you never wanted to feel. The anxiety your held in your heart along with the depressing images, that you can never un-see
My heart aches for you. Losing your Bestfriend and then your sanity. I know why you did what you did, but it doesn't make me feel any better.
Only worse because your arms that once wrapped around me are now slowly fading six feet under.
I can only help wonder why I'm still stuck on this, why can't I get over you. Taking over my life with this pain I can't escape.
Haunting my brain, leaving me scared and broken. I try not to be scared, I try so hard to not be scared. But I'm terrified of living in this nightmare.
Everyone thinks I'm crazy, and that just may be. When your broken everyone thinks your crazy, that when your strong for too long and finally break they say you're overreacting when you've hit your breaking point.
I don't want to be crazy, I only want to be broken just to be healed. I don't want to be "overreacting" about this, when one tick set my anxiety off the charts.
But I guess I'm just like you, a ticking time bomb
Who's just waiting to explode.
-<3 love <3
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PoetryA book of poems, for any emotion. Trigger warning!! Some adult content? I mean if your triggered by depression and stuff like that don't read some of the poems! Thank you
