I dont want to love you

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July 30,2018

I don't want to love the way you smile, or how your eyes shine in fluorescent lights.

I don't want to love the dimples engraved into your cheeks, or how you walk with such confidence.

I don't want butterflies to erupt when you walk into a room, it's like you know what your doing.
And you know how it makes me feel.

I don't want to smile when I catch you looking at me, and I don't want to blush just thinking about your soft hands held in mine.

I don't want my 'what ifs' to interfere with what's already been done.

I don't want to love your freckles, or your stupid hair.

I don't want to love the things you've said to me, only because I know you didn't mean them.

I don't want to love how you exist in my world, and it still makes me crazy.

I don't want to love you....

But I can't help it.

-<3 love <3

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