Just In The Dark

I find solitude in the dark.

Remorse and regrets take all over me, just in the dark.

I find myself staring, staring hard at my reflection.

Visible just in the dark.

I see the real me, the part hidden for years.

The dominating, the evil, a very darker shade of myself.

The red gleam dancing in my eyes,

The dark expression crossing over my face.

I find this all, the darkest side of me,

Just in the dark.

I wanna look away, from the burning gaze of my eyes.

Yet I fail miserably, and I find myself growing darker and darker.

All the troubles and terrors, flashing in my mind.

But I feel nothing, nothing at all.

And I find myself all numb,

Just in the dark.

Accepting the fact this is of what I've become.

Monsters and demons, i'm above them all.

I find myself, the lifeless me.

The dim and the dull.

In the dark I realized,

Now it's just my demons and the darker me.