never go back (luke hemmings fanfic)

not good enough

'hello?' i asked

'what are you doing up?' i realised it was Luke

'not really sure, why are you  up' i asked back.

'couldn't sleep' he answered

'okay..' i didn't really know what to say.

Luke walked in further revealing his bare torso, he was stood there in just his underwear. wow this boy is hot

he sat down on to side of the the bath tub and looked me up and down with an evident smirk on his face.

'you know mia, you look hot wearing my clothes' 

i wasn't sure how to react 'erm thanks' was all i managed to say.

he got up of the side of the tub and walked towards me, we was now inches apart, he towered over me so i had to look up to him, obviously he liked that as he smirked down at me.

'damn mia, don't do that' he bit down on his lip as i looked up at him out of the corner of my eye.

'do what?' i asked

'look at me like that, it makes you look all innocent, and that's hot as fuck' 

i was taken aback by his words and i didn't reply, but finally i simply said,'sorry'

'dont say sorry, i like it' he smirked

Luke started running his hand through my hair, i just wanted to kiss him. now.

like he could read my thoughts he started to lean down, i wasn't sure what to do so i just leaned in as well.

i could feel his cold metal lip ring against my lip and his spare had trailing down to my hip.

i placed my hands on the nape of his neck and begun playing with the soft hair which was there.

this kiss begun to get deeper and deeper until he pulled away, i was confused by his actions.

'i  so sorry mia, I've just taken advantage of you..'

'its fine' i said as i began to lean in again before he stopped me.

'what?' i asked confused by his rejection

' we cant do this, not now' he trailed off

'why, what the fuck luke' i harshly said

i could see him flinch at the words i used 'mia i like you but...'

'but what, I'm not good enough for you'  I slightly raised my voice

'no, I'm a prick mia, i don't know how to treat girls, i don't want to hurt you..' with that he turned around and walked away taking a quick glace over his shoulder as he left.

fuck. i mentally cursed, i could feel tears pricking in the corners of my eyes.

 i dont know what to think of this but, yeh