part one
"fucking stop, damn" jahseh groaned, pushing away symeres hand from his face. symere pouted and crossed his arms over his chest. they were currently sitting at lunch. jordan and stokeley were in line getting their food while jahseh and symere were waiting for them at their usual table. today symere has been being a big pest towards jahseh, constantly teasing him and poking him. jahseh loves symere but sometimes he can be a little too much.
"why won't you love me?" he whined childishly, stomping his feet. jahseh rolled his eyes and took a bite out of his sandwich. when he finished chewing and swallowing his food he turned to symere.
"i love you but damn, why you bein all touchy and shit" he said, unscrewing the cap off of his water bottle and then taking a sip.
"jordan won't give me any attention so i thought i'd just bother you instead" he said with a shrug, picking at his manicured nails.
"you and jordan dating or some shit?" jahseh asked. symere shook his head.
"nah.." symere murmured sadly. jahseh hummed and went back to eating his food. stokeley and jordan returned with their food and sat down. stokeley next to jahseh and jordan next to symere.
"aye, have y'all seen nick today? that lil prick owe me 5 bucks" stokeley said as soon as he sat down. jahseh chuckled and shook his head.
"nah not yet, i have him fifth period though" jahseh replied. stokeley nodded and opened his carton of milk. symere and jordan were arguing about something and then jordan stood up abruptly causing jahseh and stokeley to snap their attention towards them.
"you gay as fuck bro, stop fuckin touchin on me" jordan exclaimed at symere. symere growled and stood up, cutting his eyes at jordan. stokeley and jahseh shared a worried glance.
"you over exaggerating, i ain't even touch you" symere snapped. jahseh nudged stokeley, silently telling him to stop the two boys from fighting. stokeley stood up and made his way over to them to intervene.
"shut yo lyin ass up you fucking fag-" jordan was cut off by a loud slap to his face. his jaw dropped in shock as he went to grab at his face. he then clenched his jaw, returning symeres angry glare.
"fuck you" symere whispered harshly and then stormed out of the lunchroom. jahseh gave jordan a look of disapproval and stood up.
"nice going you dick" stokeley said, slapping jordan in the back of his head. jordan winced and groaned, rubbing the spot where stokeley slapped him.
"y'all gon learn to stop hittin on me.."
"i'm gonna go find symere" jahseh mumbled to them and then waltzed out of the cafeteria. jahseh pulled out his phone and unlocked it, texting symere to see where he was.
jahseh: wya?
sy: why
jahseh: you know why
jahseh: now tell me where you at
sy: no
jahseh: symere.
jahseh: stop playing and tell me where tf you at
sy: y
jahseh: do you want me to beat your ass
sy: no
jahseh: then tell me where the hell you're at
sy: i'm behind the gym.
seenjahseh sighed and locked his phone, shoving it in his hoodies pocket. whilst he was walking, he was thinking about what happened between symere and jordan. jahseh has never seen jordan act like that. he's usually really chill and quiet most of the time.
jahseh spotted symere. he was sitting against a wall, his head resting on it as well. jahseh began to speed walk due to the fact that lunch only lasts about 45 minutes and they were now down to their last 10 minutes and he wanted to talk to symere about what the hell just happened in person because symere tends to act like he doesn't know what you're talking about over text.
"yo.." jahseh said, sitting down next to symere. symere acknowledged his presence but he chose to act like he didn't hear him. jahseh sighed, looking over at symere.
"do you mind telling me what the hell happened in there?" he asked politely. symere exhaled and turned his attention from the ground to jahseh. there was a few minutes of silence before he began to talk.
"i-i just can't believe he had the audacity to call me a fag" he started. jahseh nodded. he himself has been called that many times, even by his own parents. but he doesn't think much of it, only because he knew it would make him worked up.
"like at one point in time, jordan was my best fucking friend and now he's just a stranger to me" he mumbled the last part sadly.
"ever since i came out, he's been acting all weird towards me..it's like sometimes he doesn't even want to be seen with me when we're out somewhere and it makes me angry because he never did that shit to you when you came out" symere huffed.
"listen sy, you know how straight guys are and maybe you should just give him time, ya know? at first, stokeley was kind of weirded out when i came out but then once i assured him that i'd never like him like that, he started warming up to me again" jahseh admitted with a shrug. symere gave him a small smile.
"lets hope he even lets me around him, he might pop me in my jaw if i try to talk to him" he joked, making jahseh chuckle. jahseh stood up and held out his hand for symere to grab. symere grabbed it and lifted himself up with the help of jah, both of them brushing the dirt off of their jeans.
"let him try somethin, imma have stokeley on his ass within a snap of a finger" jahseh stated, looking down at a smirking symere. jahseh raised his eyebrow at him as if he was confused.
"speaking of stokeley, when are you gonna-" symere was cut off by the bell, making jahseh smile internally. he knew what symere was about to ask. he hated talking about his feelings. it's not like symere would tell anybody about what they talk about, he's just always been like that. he has been told plenty of times by both jordan and symere that keeping his feelings bottled up was bad for him but he'd just shrug and continue on without a care.
"text me, okay?" jahseh said. symere gave him a thumbs up in reply and walked off into the other direction. jahseh took off to his fifth period, so happy that the school day was almost over.
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i hate everything that i write skskksks. i felt like this was trash but, oh well 🤪.
also, i've been trying to post every other day but school fucking sucks and i have lots of hw and shit so the only time i'm really able to write is late at night and by that time i'm tired asf so yeahhhhh...
anyways, i hope your day was great and thank you sm for 66 reads, i know it's not a lot but lmao i rlly fucking appreciate it cause i thought this shit was gonna flop but now i feel motivated to put out chapters !! THANK YOU GUYS ❤️!!!
love, k.
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broken ; jahseh + stokeley [DISCONTINUED]
Fanfiction❝let me help you❞ /// book started august 19th, 2018. [⚣ - bxb material] lmao i'm discontinuing this book until i actually find motivation to finish it.