Two Worlds Combine

Chapter 6

DEAN'S POV

After Gabe sent Deanna and Samantha home, he gave us a cell phone where we could call them anytime we wanted. I'm sure Cas would use it more than us. I was sitting in the library and drinking some scotch. Cas came over to talk and I knew he wouldn't let it go. "Not too close. I don't want any of your sex musk anywhere near me." I formed a smirk but Cas still seemed down. "I am sorry, Dean. I didn't know we were in your room until it was too late." he said. I took another sip from the scotch. "I don't need the details, Cas. God no... it's fine. I needed a new mattress anyways." I smiled and drank the rest of my drink.

Sam came in and sat down across from us. "So you gonna tell me what happened with Deanna?" I rolled my eyes and looked at Cas. "You wanna tell 'em?" Cas looked at me, then at Sam, wide eyed as ever. "We... fornicated..." I nodded my head and poured myself another drink.

Sam glared at Cas. There was a long, awkward silence. "Cas... do you realize how disgusting that is?" Sam looked at me. Cas was about to say something, but Sam put his hand up to silence him, and left the room.

"Well, I feel somehow violated. I'm gonna go take a shower." I downed my scotch and left Cas sitting there. I'm sure he felt like shit, but he had that feeling a lot. I needed a long, hot shower after today.

I undressed and turned the water as hot as I could stand it. I stood there, for I don't know how long. The water felt amazing. I made a mental list of all the problems we had, at the moment. There was me being a demon, check. Cas's grace is fading away, check. We've got Crowley locked in the dungeon, again. We still haven't figured out a way to unlock Heaven. Damn, we had a lot of problems.

My thoughts were interrupted by the Mark. It was doing something it had never done before. It was turning black? Great, add that to the ever-growing list of problems. The pain was overwhelming. I fell to my knees and held it as hard as I could. I wanted it to stop so bad.

I could feel my eyes flip to black. I couldn't control them. Somehow, the pain was getting worse. I started screaming in agony. "Dean! Dean, what's going on?" I could faintly hear Sam banging on the other side of the door.

The pain wouldn't stop. It felt like I was back in Hell. Suddenly, I couldn't control my body. My body picked itself off the ground and walked to the mirror, the thing staring back at me... wasn't me. The black eyes were glaring at me, a smile grew across my face that was almost evil.

The water was still running, steam was filling up the room. My hand slowly went across the mirror. I was trapped inside my mind and I didn't know what the hell was happening. "Hello, Dean. I know your wondering what is happening. I'm you, just the part that you choose to ignore. You're a demon now, Dean. And with me, you're sure as hell gonna act like it." my voice was cold with no emotion.

This was the new part of me that I tried so hard to hide from Sammy. The part of me that only saw the light of day when I lost control. I was screaming, trying to take my body back. I didn't want anything to happen to Sam or Cas. It was like I was being possessed... by me. I was struggling the most I could. Then, it was black.