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30

Week twenty-three

Namjoon had left the cafe with his two pups in sweatpants and tears. Jungkook just...he was just too much sometimes.

"Please," the alpha said following them in a rush after paying.

"Why?" Namjoon whimpered "why do you do this to me?"

"I'm a fuck up, I get it. I don't deserve you, I know. But I am so in love with you, Nams. I love you, the pups, our pup. Everything," Jungkook dropped to his knees on the sidewalk embarrassing the omega as people walking past glared at them. "And I will spend my entire life trying to prove that to you,"

Namjoon looked down from the alpha to his shoes and back up "just give me some time," he whispered nearly making the alpha cry.

"I'm going shopping," he said louder and walking away with his two pups. They entered the store.

He grabbed the cart and put the pups inside making them mad because of the little jail.

"If you are good I'll buy popsicles," he negotiated, but in all honesty, he wanted them just as badly as the pups.

He massaged the bump he was sporting and pushed into the store. He just ate, but he smelled so many delicious things.

He quickly walked to the back of the store and made his way to the front not failing to grab many unhealthy foods. His excuse was that he ate really well last week.

"Daddy want," Jin pointed to a box of cake mix.

"Baby, we don't need cake," he said and looked at the different flavors, his mouth watered, he changed his mind.

He plucked a lemon and blueberry cake from the shelf with some frosting. "Yay!" Baekhyun giggles holding the box to his chest.

He pushed the heavy cart to the checkout and watched as the cashier ring up all of the items. He started to sweat watching the price go up. When it totaled out at $255 he wanted to cry. He looked through the bags. The customers behind him were complaining and making him anxious.

"C-can you take these off?" He asked handing her a few of the unhealthy food items he was craving making his tummy twist and mouth water.

"Give me a moment, my manager has to approve," she smiled and called for the manager.

"If he didn't have enough money he shouldn't have been shopping,"

"Or having pups, look he's unmated,"

Tears quickly filled his vision. The pups calmly sat down knowing that their dad was upset. Jin was messing with the package of pull-ups he and Baek wore.

"Namjoon?!"

He looked around spotting mark at the back of the line. He pushed other people out of the way muttering excuse me's and I'm sorry's.

"What's my favorite patient doing?" He asked.

"Getting a manager to remove a few items," he sheepishly replied.

"I'll pay," Mark told the cashier already pulling out his card.

"No it's okay," he said embarrassed.

"I'm a doctor after all," he shrugged swiping the card and handing back the items he craved.

"Can I give you a ride home?"

"Thanks,"

After Mark had given him a ride home and helped put all the food up he had left and made sure Namjoon would be there for the next appointment.

"Cake!" Jin sang dancing into the kitchen.

Namjoon smiled pulling out the mixing bowl.

"Go get Baekie,"

An hour later Namjoon was scrubbing both pups down in the bath. He didn't know how they had managed to get so messy.

"Give me your footsie," he playfully said snatching Jin's foot and washing it off while he screamed saying it tickled too much.

"You can play for a bit," he said and turned around reaching for a towel.

"ew," Baekhyun said and sloshing water was heard before the pup climbed out.

"What?" Joon asked.

"Jinnie pee pee in da water," he said.

Namjoon looked at the other pup who sheepishly smiled and in the shallow water saw the yellowish tinge.

Namjoon may have agreed with Baek, but they were pups so he didn't say anything mean. He just drained the tub and rinsed Jin off again.

"Go get dressed show daddy you guys are big boys!"

They ran off while Namjoon went to the oven and pulled out the cooked cake. He set it on the counter away from little hands reaches. He opened a package of crackers snacking on them.

"Daddy done," Jin said proudly, his shirt may have been backward, but he had it on.

"So proud!" Namjoon cheered picking him up and kissing his cheek.

Baek came out with everything inside-out and backward, but he was proud and that made Namjoon proud.

He sent them to watch tv while he took a nap and then frosted the cake.

He couldn't wait and took a fork to the middle of the cake and eating it. He had created a hole in the middle before the two pups came in and whine for a slice. He ended up giving them a piece while he put it away in favor of carrot sticks (He didn't like them, but they were healthy).

After the pups ate dessert before dinner and played some more before finally going to bed Namjoon sighed sinking onto the couch.

He hated his mixed hormones. He had just briefly thought of Jungkook and he could feel slick starting to moisten between his legs.

He allowed his hand to slip under the waistband feeling himself. His spine tingled as he started to jerk himself. His was fast, hard, and rough.

He just wanted it gone his head fell back on the couch and he bit his lip. It didn't take long because of his vigorous motions. He came shuddering and thinking about one alpha. It was a guilty pleasure he had picked up.

He cleaned up and went to sleep on the couch.