arcane

t h i r t y - f i v e

Only half a blue sky,
Kinda there but not quite,
I'm walking round with just one show,
I'm half a heart without you.

Thoughts were floating around in my brain, about what Dane was going to even say. I was definitely nervous, I didn't know what to expect.

These past few months I had become extremely cautious, of everyone and everything around me, I took guns just in case. I made my way to the gym, it was 10:50. I walked inside quietly, a few people were working out, it was a 24 hours a day gym.

I made my way upstairs, and up the spiralling stairs. My hands were clammy, I wiped them on my suit trousers and took a deep ass breath in, pushing the roof door open. I looked around and spotted him sitting right at the edge of the roof, very far out. Sudden panic filled me as I rushed towards him as quietly as I could, so he didn't get scared.

"I know you're behind me. Come sit." He said, making me jump.

"O-okay." I stuttered, sitting down next to him. Seven months later, and he still made me stutter. I sat next to him, closely. I could feel his body warmth from here. He shuffled closer and pulled my into his side. I didn't pull away, I had missed this.

"I wanted to start of saying I'm sorry. I'm sorry for letting you go like that. I'm sorry for causing you so much hurt. I'm sorry for my prick actions. I'm sorry for leaving you. I'm sorry for acting like I didn't love you." He said, resting his cheek on my head. I choked back a sob as he continued, "I'm sorry for breaking your heart, I promise I didn't want to. I had no choice. My father...he didn't like that I had finally found someone I could love, and marry and start a family with. He thought I was getting weak. He thought I wasn't able to handle the mafia with you being in my life, so he told me to let you go. Or else he'd hurt you. And I know my papa, he will hurt you. He's sly and conniving, and I didn't want anything to happen to you mia regina. I don't know what I would have done with myself if you had gotten hurt because of me...the months you were gone were hell." A tear strolled down his cheek as I wiped it quickly. "I couldn't eat. I couldn't sleep. I couldn't talk to anyone without snapping. I was going crazy because you weren't with me. There wasn't a day that passed and I didn't think of you. I tried hard to try and forget you but I couldn't. Diana punched me." He said, chuckling making me crack a grin. Tears had now fallen and he wiped them with the rough pad of his thumb and stared at me. "I'm so sorry Domenica but I can't stay away. These past months have been hell. I want you back. I'm so sorry. I love you. Ti amo." (My queen. I love you).

I couldn't help but cry my eyes out as he hugged me. I was so overwhelmed and I had no idea that he actually missed me and it wasn't his fault. As much as I wanted to blame him, I couldn't.

"You should h-have told me. I wouldn't have minded or anything. I w-would have helped you. You fucking idiot. I love you so much." I said, slapping his arm as he hugged me tight to his chest.

"I love you Dommy." He said, kissing my hair.

"I love you too Dee Dee." I mumbled, burying my face into his chest. I pulled away and admired his face.

He leaned in slowly, making my eyes wide in realisation.

"WAIT!" I yelled, pulling back. He raised his perfect eyebrows at me. "You still l-like me right?" I asked, blood rushing to my cheeks. He let out a throaty laugh and shook his head a no.

My heart dropped.

"I love you. I literally just told you I love you Dommy." He said, brushing his nose against mine. I smiled, looking at the stars in the sky.

Again, he leaned in slowly and quickly he attached his lips to mine. It took me a second start kissing back because he bit my lip. I got up quickly, and led him back to the gym and into the changing rooms, the stalls were separate - fortunately. He locked the stall behind him and immediately pushed my up against the wall, attacking my lips. The kiss was fast paced and emotional. My hands made their way into his soft curls, gripping them lightly as he moaned in delight. His eyes snapped open as he gripped my chin.

"I love you." He said, making my insides explode.

"I love you too." I mumbled quickly, crashing my lips against his again. He was like a drug, and I sure as hell couldn't get enough. His hands made their way up my body, slowly grazing my breasts and up to my neck. He started trailing kisses up my neck and to my jaw. I moaned in pleasure as he started sucking and nipping at my neck, that was definitely going to leave a hickey. He claimed my lips again, and it was my turn to leave marks on him. I kissed his neck ever so softly and made my way up to his jaw and on to his cheek, planting a chaste kiss there. I made my way back down to his neck as his scent intoxicated me, lifting my into a new ass high. I licked, kissed, nibbled on his neck leaving my marks. I kissed down his chest, and to his waistline. He sucked in a breath and put my hair up. I kisses his now erect member through his joggers, making him throw his head back.

I pulled his joggers and boxers down at the same time, his dick hitting my nose. My eyes widened at his size.

"Holy shit." I muttered as he laughed a deep throaty laugh.

"Suck princess." He commanded as I wrapped my lips around the tip. I swirled my wet tongue around the tip of him, as he moaned. I deepened his length in my throat, sucking and flicking him with my tongue. He gripped my head as he forced my down his whole length, making my eyes water. I kept bopping my head up and down on him until I felt him shudder and shoot his warm seed down my throat.

I guess I was doing well for someone who hadn't done this before.

He moaned ones more as I ended it by removing my mouth with a 'pop' at the end. I pulled his boxers and joggers back up for him, standing up to his height, my cheeks coated with red.

"You did so well for me princess. I love you." He praised, pressing a chaste kiss to my lips as I smiled lightly.

A few short kisses later, we pulled away, panting.

"We should do that again sometime." He said as I nodded.

"Yeah, we should. Let's go." I mumbled, walking out of the stall, him trailing behind me. We exited the gym and the cold, crisp breeze immediately made itself known.

I unlocked my Maserati and got in as did he. I dropped him off quickly, and there was a comfortable silence between us.

"I want to take you out tomorrow. Dress fancy." He said as I nodded.

"Bye." He said as I waved. I watched him go through the gates of his house, then I left to go to my apartment.

I had moved out of the house seven months ago, weirdly. I never thought I would have.

My apartment was big and spacious, it got lonely but it wasn't too bad. I unlocked the door and threw my bag and everything down and made my way to my room. I put on some soft music on, and let if flow throughout the apartment. I hopped into the shower and showered quickly, then changed and did my night routine skincare stuff. I glanced in the mirror and saw a big red hickey on my neck.

"I have to cover that up now." I mumbled to myself, putting my hair up into a bun.

I went back to the main room, pulling out some cookie dough ice cream, and putting on a movie. I had settled on my first movie to be To All The Boys I've Loved Before, it was so cute. I was engrossed in Lara Jean and Peter Kavinsky, when I started to drift off to sleep. I had made sure to set my alarm for work tomorrow, but I wouldn't mind hitting snooze.

I fell into a deep slumber, Lara and Peter still playing.

I smiled softly at today's events. I finally had him back, and I couldn't be happier.