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an empath - that's what I am

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Hyyy!!

Yeah, I'm kinda a bit ecstatic right now.
It may seem weird, but I have a good reason for it xD

So, like, I'm was reading a novel series online, like I do usually. I mean, the plot was intense and stuff, and there was something the guy was hiding about himself.

And when it got to the part of him revealing his secret to the girl (it's an awfully twisted plot) and when something fell in place for me as well.

I can't believe I finally got the answer I've been searching for about an long as I can remember, from a BOOK.
Like I was shook. I could relate to almost everything he revealed about himself. Like, what was the odds that I would randomly just pick a series among thousands to read, and then find out THE answer I've been searching for about myself?

True, I hadn't looked very hard, but still.
The question I always used to ask was, what am I?

Believe me, it was a difficult question, that I had no answer to.
And finally, I found it.

I'm a VEP.

Which means very empathetic person, or an empath for short. It's different from having empathy. This... Idk what to call it. This condition isn't very common, I read, when I did some research to confirm.

But it explained almost everything I am. It's just such a relief, to finally know that I wasn't a crazy or insane person. I've hidden it very well, no one knows I've been struggling with this question of what I am. Well, my best friend had a small idea, but I don't think she really understood the depth of it.

Yeah, this became a long chapter. Basically, you guys could google this condition. It's hard to explain, but yeah, it's something but very comfortable to live with at times, but a blessing at other times as well. It's like a double edged sword really xD

Well, you guys can ask me question about it, I don't mind.

Okiee, exhilarating rant out xD

Hope y'all have a nice day/night!!