I have so much to rant about today, how it was a roller coaster of a mad headache Day but also in low key lazy to, so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I'll just do a count down then.
SIX MORE DAYS TILL I FINISH UNI.
I can't effing believe that I FINALLY finish uni. OMG I've been waiting for long years for this slow torture to end.
But like it wasn't slow though. Now I think back, it feels like just yesterday when I met all those new friends of mine who are now the whole world to me.
Feels like yesterday when I wistfully looked at my seniors thinking when will I reach senior year so I can be done with this.
It feels like yesterday that I was this girl with a broken heart and a tortured mind but grew along with it to be strong.
It feels like yesterday that we all had that water War during one of our practical laboratory session. (the lecturer was out, we finished our experiments and there were washbottles with water. Rest was history. We blamed it on a leaky tap. Oops! )
IDK
All of it just feels like it happened yesterday when everything had happened four/three/two years ago.
I'm 21 now. I was 17 when I joined uni.
I can't ever believe how fast time flew.
I wanted time to go fast.
I wanted to reach senior year.
I wanted to get the hell out of medicine school.
I wanted to be free of the constraints that studies bound me with.
But now, thinking back, I realized I would never get to sit with my friends in a learning setting again.
I would never get to sleep peacefully during class sitting at the back bench.
I would never get to tease and annoy the hell out of my friends again.
I would never ever hear my friends teasing and annoying the hell out of me either.
I would never get an opportunity to get on stage and sing again.
I would never be able to showcase my writing skills and win points for my class again.
I would never be able to do the things that I do now.
And that's when it hits hard.
Everything that I have now,
Is going to end.
Everything is gonna change.
A new phase.
I don't know if I'm ready.
But I do know that I'm gonna miss my student life.
Six more days!
That's how much days I have left as a student before I evolve to an adult citizen.
Sounds like a nightmare.
But maybe it wouldn't be.
Who knows!
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