My heart is yours? good luck getting it!

Dont hey honey me!

* hopes POV*

When I got up to my apartment I saw Jessie's car parked infront so I took my time getting out and walking up the stairs slowly taking my key out to unlock my door I took a big breath before walking in. All I could do was hope he was asleep. So I walked into my small one bedroom apartment quietly when I thought it was clear I heard someone clear there throat.

I turned around most likely looking super guilty " hey honey. Your still up?" Jessie stood up out if his chair and yelled angrily " DON'T HEY HONEY Me YOU LITTLE WHORE!"

I just stood there not wanting to make things worse but that was wrong. Jessie slammed me hard against the wall

" who the fuck where you with tonight huh!? I'm sure you had to pay him just to hangout with you because your so ugly you could never just find someone!" not only did he hurt me emotionally he also did physically He ounces me right in the face and I knew once again I would have another black eye. He slapped me a few more times and kicked me it was nothing I couldn't handle It could have been worse.

After he was done he pulled me into a tight hug " baby you know I dont like to hit you I just love you so much and you know I'm the only man who can stand your not so decent face. You are luck to have me. Well I'm tired you clean up because you smell like shit and don't sleep in the bed you can have the couch I just need some time away from your face. Love you."

He waited for me to respond " I know and I love you too I really am lucky to have found someone to be able to deal with my... Ugliness and I'll sleep on the couch because I understand" with that he smiled and kissed my swollen check

I walked to my bathroom and turned on the water. As I got undressed I looked at myself in my full length mirror. I was truly sicking an I wasn't just because of all the fresh bruises it was just because I was ugly. Jessie was right I was lucky to have him. I hated myself everything about me.

I hopped into the shower letting the water relax my muscles. As I sat there all I could do was think about chase I wonder if I thought I was ugly ha who am I kidding he was way to good looking for me I mean I'm a 3 he is a 15 out of 10! I found my self imaging what it would be like to run my hand down his amazing body.

I stopped my thoughts when I started getting slightly turned on by my own thoughts. I quickly got out of the shower I got dressed as I was about to go to sleep I looked for a blanket but it was in the bedroom. So I tip toed in the room and found my blanket I thought I would get in and out but jessie woke up and smelt the air. He had a sly smile on his face and I new once again he would use me again even if I didn't want to... Tonight I would Imagine it was chase and not Jessie.