My heart is yours? good luck getting it!

Secrets

Hope awoke to a sunny day the birds chirping and a large arm around her? Oh yah chase. Hope sighed being so happy just being in his arms. She turned around in his arms so she could watch him sleep... Yes creepy but cute at the same time. Don't judge me!

He really was perfect even when he was sleeping. His hair was all over but it was sexy and he had a 5 o'clock shadow and his kissable pink lips where slightly ajar.

Alright that's it! I am in love with chase secret! She thought to herself.

" you know it rude to stare?" chase murmured his amazing eyes still closed. Hope giggled lightly " no it's romantic"

"mmhhm" chase said as he pulled hope as close to him as she could get. He put his face in her hair loving how intoxicating her scent was. Hope sighed wishing she could stay like this forever.

She slowly started to get out of bed but was pulled back into chases chest. " where do you think your going"

"I need to go to the restroom Chase let me go." hope whined feeling sick." no you have to stay here forever. I'm still sleepy and I don't think I can sleep without you in my arms. I mentally awed at how cute he was but I really really needed to go. " oh fuck!" I yelled as I ran to the bathroom and throw up all I had eaten yesterday. I felt someone lift my hair up as I had my head in the toilet.

" hope...baby... Are you okay?" chase said very worried. I shook my head still feeling sick. I started to shake as I felt a breeze flow by and saw the bathroom window open. Chase ran out the door and grabbed a blanket to put around me before he closed the window. I never get sick... The last time I was sick was when I was sick and it was only a cold. I couldn't be... No impossible. Well maybe not.

I looked up at chase with tears in my eyes. Chase looked down at me and sat down on the floor next to me wrapping an arm around me pulling me closer to him. " shh hope you'll be okay... It's okay" I sook my head letting the tears fall " no... No it won't be!" I said sobbing in to his shoulder " yes you will be it's probably a little cold or something you will get over it." I sighed trying so hard to pull myself together.

" no chase I'm not sick... I think I'm...p-p-p-pregnant..." I said looking down because I couldn't look into his eyes I was to ashamed of myself.

Chase chuckled " oh hope you can't be I mean we didn't... You know have sex last night." I stood up angry at his ignorance.

" you idiot! I have slept with others before!" I yelled storming out of the bathroom and onto the couch in the bedroom. Chase stormed in mad but mostly upset." you mean Jesse..." chase hissed at his name. I looked down ashamed " no... I stopped sleeping with him as soon as I met you...". Chase sighed and pulled me onto his lap. " then who... I won't be mad just tell me who it is."

I broke down again " I-I can't because I don't know!" chase looked confused. " do you remember when I came to your door after the night I saw you downtown and you met Jesse. After you walked away he told his friends they could take me... Chase they raped me!" chase growled " I'm gonna kill them!" he roared " no chase please it's my problem and my families fault."

" hope what are you talking about?"

" ugh did I ever tell you about my family or how I met jesse?"

" no... But I had always wondered but didn't want to pry. Can you tell me I mean if you want to?" chase said smiling at me. I smiled back " yah... It all starts with my family. My family was very far from normal. My mom was a cheap whore and and my dad was just looking for fun he ended up knocking her up and had me. They thought they where being smart getting married but it was so wrong. um I lived in a small poor village owned by a rich family known as the alpha family who liked to watch everyone struggle to eat and to survive. Josh isn't really my brother but I wish he was it would have made things easier to deal with. I met him when I was six but I'll get to him later.