leaving life for love (Clay LaBrant)

Chapter 13(next day)

Clays pov...

I woke up to Justine hugging on to me, I kissed her head and snuck out of the hospital bed. walked over to the guys and told them i'll be right back. i walked out of the room, and found the doctor and asked him what happened to Justine. ''She had a panic attack, her file said that she has been having them since she was 6 years old. Her last one was at the begining of this year.'' ''what she never had a panic attack i've seen her everyday and night, since last summer.'' '' it said that she had it in the middle of the night.''

Why didnt she ever tell me, i could have been with her and helped her. At that moment it hit me, she probably didnt tell me because she thought she could handle it, but she was wrong. "Hey doctor when will she be able to go home?" " in a couple of days we need to make sure shes stable enough to not have anymore panic attacks first.'' ''oh ok.'' i turned around and ran back to her room, and when i got there Braedan was crying while hugging Jace.

When landan he wobbley ran to me and started crying, i picked him up and hugged him.''what happened?'' '' the nurse just said that Justine might not make it.'' ''what!?!" at that moment Justine woke up and stared at us with confussion, i just ran over to her and hugged her carefully. ''whats wrong?'' ''The nurse said that you might not make it, because you didnt have much brain activity." said Braedan " that was only if you didnt wake up in at least 3 days.''

Justines pov...

"everything will be ok.'' Braedan said then left to get the doctor. while he was gonna Clay and i were talking about my panic attacks. '' it started when my real parents called me one day when i was 6, they said that they were going to try to get us back. i could leave my new parents, not after all they did for us. they cared for us and they loved us."

"and everytime they would say that they were gonna come get us i would start to panic and because i had them so much i ended up having to take pills to keep me calm, but when our parents died i stopped taking them and once i stopped i started getting them again.'' Clay just hugged me and told me that he will make sure nothing causes me to have them ever again.

When Braedan came back, he came back with the doctor and the doctor gave me the same pills that i had to use to keep myself from having panic attacks, then he said that i could leave. i got cleaned up and changed into a pair of sweats and a tee-shirt, packed up my stuff then we left and went home.

when we got home clay helped me get up the stairs and helped me get into my bed. when i was about to fall asleep, when i heared the twins crying. ''You stay here i'll go get them.'' i just nodded and stayed still, looking up at the ceiling, in deep thought.

when they came back i smiled at my two little smiley brothers '' i guess they just missed you.'' ''come here baby boys.'' Clay walked over to my bed and sat both boys on my bed. ''do you want to go watch a movie at dadas house with weston, tate, the other landon, and lily?" i asked the two goofy smiling boys. ''Yeah!!!'' ''are you gonna be there too?" "yeah im not feeling weak or useless anymore.'' ''ok.''

we walked to clays house, then called weston to see if they could come over. they said yes as long as their older sister came with them.

while we were waiting for them to arrive we cleaned up the living room, got all of the movies ready, and made some snacks. Then i quickly went home and grabbed one of the pack-n-plays, that the twins dont use, they only use them when we go places.

when i got back weston, Landon,and their sister were already there, braedan was there too,i dont know why though Cole, Baylor, and John stephen werent even there. then i saw the way he was acting around westons sister and i knew why we came over.

we all decided to watch speed racer because we havent seen it in a while. i sat with Clay and weston, braedan sat next to westons sister becca, while the younger kids sat on the floor. The whole time we were watching the movie Braedan was wispering things to Becca, and she would giggle it was weird.