Disconnected (Luke Hemmings Fanfiction)

Chapter 1

I didn't know what to feel, was I upset? Was I angry? I had no clue, but what I did know was that I just wanted to cry, forever, but most of all I wanted him to be here, and to be with me when I was like this. But that was the thing. Him being away was the reason why I was so upset, why I needed him so much, let me explain.

Me and Luke Hemmings had been best friend since we were born, literally. Our mums were best friends since before we were born, so when it came to the time that we both 'popped out' it was inevitable that we would spend every living second with each other, we also lived next door to each other, which meant we were never more than about 20 metres apart (there was a hug concrete wall between us, but let's not talk about that.)

As we grew up, we just came closer and closer, until the point when we was 6 years old and we decided to take our relationship to the next level. Yes. We got married. It was under a beautiful oak tree in a park near where we live. I still go there all the time. And the only people that attended were our mothers, and my little brother Brad (he was only three though, he didn't know what he was doing.)

Since then the oak tree has been mine and Luke's 'spot'. Whenever we needed time alone, or just some space, we would always go there to clear our head, it was such a beautiful place, and if you sat on the second big branch up on the left, you could see and amazing view of the sky. That's where me and Luke sat whenever we met up in the park. We would go there and just sit and eat cookies and talk about life. I miss that. A lot.

Me and Luke were literally the bestest of friends, we couldn't spend a day without seeing each other, and all I could ever think about was him, but that was for a completely different reason. You see, I am just one of those millions of girls that are in love with Luke Hemmings, it happened when I was 15, we was sat in our 'spot' and I don't know what happened to me, but I looked over to him and something just changed in me, it just sparked, and since that day he's been all I could ever think about, I love everything about him, his dimple, his smile, his scruffy blonde hair, and don't even get me started on that lip ring. Oh. My. God. But I knew that he didn't feel the same way, I mean why would he? Look at me? I'm just a scruffy weird blonde kid from Sydney who enjoys to sing (yes, I can sing) and has extremely bad trust issues. Also I didn't deserve him, I mean no one does, but especially not me. Anyway let's finish that, back to the start.

I sat in the airport just shocked and in disbelief, my best friend and love of my life just left to go on tour with his band for 6 months, 6 months?? That's a long time? All I wanted to do was burst into tears, but I knew I couldn't, not here anyway.He was all I had, all I have. You see, my mum died when I was 13, car crash. Also my dad was never really around for me. After that I had no one else except Luke and his wonderful mum Liz. So I moved in with them, and have lived with them ever since, until a year ago when me and Luke both turned 18 and decided to get a place together. As friends. We thought it could give Liz some space, but as it is only just round the corner, we could see her whenever we wanted. She's like a second mum to me. She means a lot.

I literally had no one without Luke, I mean apart from Liz, of course, I had my brother Brad and his friends (I was quite close with them) but they lived 2 hours away, they all moved together as their friend Liam had to move their for business, and they couldn't bear it without him, and nothing was holding them back, so they did it, cute right? But I didn't see them often.

I finally picked up the courage to stand up and go home. I found my way to the car park and eventually found my car in the right back corner, smart Laura, smart. I unlocked my car and angrily stropped onto my seat leaning my head on the steering wheel just for a minute, to pull myself together, why was I getting so worked up, he was going to come back, it wasn't like he was leaving me forever, was it? As i was driving home so many doubts starting filling my mind, that when he came back he wouldn't need me anymore, he would want me to move out, or he might get a new girlfriend and just completely ignore me.

Finally after a what felt like forever drive home, I finally made it, I walked in, dropped my keys on the kitchen table and went straight to my bedroom for one thing and one thing only. Sleep. But as I walked into my room i found a letter on my bed, that has 'Laura' written on it. It was in Luke's handwriting, he must of put it there just before we left to drop him off at the airport. Oh my god.

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Sooo this is the first chapter, hope you've enjoyed it!!! I will probably post the next chapter tomorrow so stay peeled!! Make sure to share it with your friends and stuff 😘 love ya ❤️