I cried myself to sleep that night, Daniel and Luke had stopped fighting after about an hour of constant yelling. Luke had come into the room and climbed up the ladder and slid under the blankets next to me. He snaked his arms around my waist 'Renee I know your awake.' I turned around to face him and hurried my face in his chest without saying a word. Luke drew circles on my back 'are you and Daniel officially over?' I looked up at him with tears in my eyes 'I don't know, I love him but I don't. What should I do? What does he think?' he couldn't look me in the eyes 'He does love but doesnt want to be with you, tomorrow morning when you wake up he wants you to go over his house and talk.' I sat there thinking what was going to happen? I turned over and curled up into a ball with Luke spooning me and drawing on my back.
I woke up with my phone buzzing, seriously this thing ever shuts up! I opened my eyes and cocked my head over my shoulder to see if Luke was still asleep. He was. I grabbed my phone it was a text from Daniel 'Renee, please wake up I want to see you and talk to you, I'm at my house come over whenever' I honestly didn't know how to react to the text but I snaked my way out of Luke tight grip and made my way to the shower, I had panda eyes and tear stains all over my face and under my eyes, I washed my face to get the black shit off and jumped out. I walked into the room, Jai had obviously fallen asleep on the lounge since he wasn't in his bed. I got changed in my black kit jumper and blue pants and black vans, I brushed my hair and teeth and grabbed my phone and went to the kitchen to write the boys a note 'dear boys, I have gone to skips to have a talk, I will call if I need help or anything. Love Renee' I stuck the note of the fridge and walked out the door shitting it quietly so i didn't wake anyone up and began my walk, it wasn't a long walk to I put some music on while I walked.
I got to Daniels and knocked on the door an in a matter of seconds he came to the door and smiled as soon as his eyes set sight on me. He grabbed my hand and let me to his room, I took in all my surroundings an if I was here for the first time. But in actual fact I was looking around and room all that has happened in this house. He sat me on the bed and locked the door and came and sat across from me. I stated at him as I waited for him to tell me why I was here, 'Hi' was in all seriousness what he said, ' um, hello?' he smiled at me like I had just given him the most amazing gift he has ever recived. ' I love you!' I was a little throw back at what he had just told me 'you love me? Why? You know this can't happen again, I'm sick of getting hurt and I don't want keep hurting you' he looked disappointed but grabbed my hand and and I squeezed his hand back 'I don't want us to be together, it hurt us and it hurt Luke, I don't know how but apparently it did so I know we still have feelings for each other and we are still friends and your like my bestfriends but I can't keep my feelings if we are just friends so what if we were friends with benifits?' I took this all serious 'friends with benifits?' he smiled and nodded at me 'okay but if we are serious about this we need rules.
1. We can date other people
2. Nothing more then FWB, no feelings, no strings attached
3. We tell no one
'is that all?' I asked him after writing down the first 3 rules, he grabbed the paper off me and put someonthing on the paper and slid it over to me.
4.Stay friends
I looked at him and he looked at me and we both nodded and I ripped the paper out and put it in my wallet, ' so now what do we do?' I asked ' we could go over the brooks house?' why on earth would he be asking to go there? ' can I confess something to you?' 'sure Renee?' I hesitated, was I seriously about to embarrass myself.. 'I miss the sex.....' he looked at me sort of shocked 'I knew I shouldn't have said that I'm sorry I embarrassed myself, I will leave!' I turned around about to run out the door just at that moment Daniel grabbed my wrist and turned me around and crashed his lips into mine. Yes! Finally we are kissed again I have missed this so much I thought as the kissed didn't break. I pulled away to breath he smiled and rested his head onto my forehead 'so have I' Of course he would say that in his sexy voice since he knows it turns me on. I pulled my wrist out of his grip and walked into the lounge room and jumped on the lounge with Daniel following me and watching my every move before coming over and joining me on the lounge. I cuddled up to his chest. We quietly sat there not speaking, every now and then he would sneak a kiss on my cheek which would send chills down my spine. I turned around and straddled my legs around his waist and leaned it to kiss his beautiful lips. *buzz buzz!* my phone was ringing, I looked at the contact icon it was Luke and I answer it.
Me:
Hello Luke..
Luke:
Renee I was just checking to see if your okay, I heard you get up but I was too tired to leave my bed
Me:
I'm fine Luke im with Daniel
Luke:
And?
Me:
We sorted it all out, but we aren't together, we are just friends
Luke:
Okay good, so when are you coming home I miss you!
Me:
I will be home in 2 hours
Luke:
Okay talk to you then, bye I love you!
Me:
Alright bye love you too
I threw my phone across the lounge and began kissing Daniel. He pulled away 'why was Luke calling? And why did you say you love him?' he is seriously unthought we weren't going to get jealous and there's no strings attached 'he was asking where I was and hes my bestfriend Daniel..' he pushed me off his lap and turned the tv back on 'are you serious! Why are you getting jealous!?!' he looked very annoyed and didn't take his eyes off the tv 'because he love you and even though we are only friend with benifits I don't want you two together while I'm still in love with you!' 'I'm not in love with you though, I only want sex! I thought that's all guys ever want, why is Luke loving me even important to you of it was someone else you wouldn't care' He stood up and I followed him he led me to the door and pushed me out of it, I bashed on the door to let me in because I wasn't going to let him win and plus I left my phone and wallet in there. He came back and kept his arm out so I couldn't get back in my shoved t phone and wallet at me and slammed the door in my face. I wasn't going to cry but wow i really wanted to, I pick my my phone and dialed a number.
Me:
Luke! Can you please come pick me up?
Luke:
Sure what happened?
Me:
I will tell you in the car, thank you!
Luke:
Okay there be there in 3 minutes
I hung up before answering, I unlocked my phone and went through my photos, there were ones of me Daniel from when we first started dating, there was one of me and Luke cuddling and even someone of me, Beau, Jai and James at Melbourne central, tears were falling on to my phone without me realizing, I wiped them away and kept looking through them, there was one I found that I had never seen before it Luke and I he was kissing me on the cheek and another of me and Daniel kissing and in the corner it looked like Luke was crying and wiping away a previous tear. I zoomed in on him and he looked heartbroken... Luke is in love with me! I heard a car pull up and it was beau and Luke , Luke was in the back and Beau was driving, I hopped in the back with Luke and I turned to him as beau started driving, I looked into his eyes and grabbed his face and I planted a passionate kiss on his gorgeous lips, he wasn't to sure of what was happening at first but soon caught on and started kissing me back, Beau had interrupted us by whistling, I broke away and started giggling and blushing. I looked at Luke who was already staring at me, 'I love you' ' I love you too' I wanted to hug him but my seatbelt was keeping me from doing so. I grabbed my phone and texted Daniel 'thanks for making me realize I don't want to be FWB with you, I love Luke not you and would no longer like to be FWB with you but friends is as far as I am willin to be with you, you treated me like shit today but I still want to loose you as a friend.' I thought that wasn't mean or anything.
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Janoskians Fan Fiction (A Daniel Sahyounie Story)
FanficRenee is an average teenage girl, until she mets Daniel and they go through lifes difficult challenages will their relationship survive?