Chapter 19

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'if you love somebody set them free, if they come back they are yours, if they don't they never were' did that mean Daniel set me free? Or did Luke just let me go without a fight? Boys are nothing but trouble and heartbreak and I knew one of them was about have their heart broken, that sounds like I'm so up myself but Im really not. I got to the brooks house and saw Daniels and Beaus car outside, good they are all still here.

I walked in and saw them all sitting in the lounge room with their heads in their hands. I've torn friendships apart. How could I do this to the people I love? I cleared my throat to make it obvious I had come back. My appearance was probably the most shocking to them. My blonde hair was wet and greasy, my clothes were ripped and soaking and I was shaking like a little puppy, they must have thought I was raped or something.

Luke jumped up first and pulled me into a bear hug leaving me breathless, not in the cute way, the way were the huge is too tight. I awkardly gave him a one arm hug back and pulled away and stared at the others in the room. All this fuss over me. Not need at all, I secretly hated every second of attention these boys gave me! I looked at Daniel he was the hardest to look at, he looked as if he hadn't been to sleep in weeks, his eyes were blood shot and had tear stains around his cheeks. I have to stop hurting him, tonight. I motioned Luke to sit back down next to Jai, which he silently did. I felt the tenstion in the room increasing as I stood infront of the Brooks brothers and Daniel. Doesn't matter who I choose this is not going to end well for anyone, someone will be hurt. Beau and Jai could feel the tenstion I'm guessing since they both stood up at the exact same time and walked out giving me a sympathetic smile on the way out.

I couldn't make eye contact with either of them it would be to painful. I didn't need to say anything but the name of the guy I was about to love for a long time I hoped.

'Luke'

Tears were streaming down my face, I could hear Daniel crying into his hands. Luke was shocked in guessing as he probably didn't think I would choose him, I fell to the floor in tears. I hated the image of hurting Daniel sahyounie the love of my life, the one I gave everything too, the one who took my V card away from me. All the memories and emotions we shared for each other we gone just like that. No matter what happened Daniel was perfect in my eyes, didn't matter what he did it what he said it would melt my heart away, his touch made my body tingle and his eye staring into my soul. His body pressed against mine was like we were the only two on this planet and there was never a care in the world, and I could never have that again?!

Luke jumped up and three his arms around my shoulder and pulled me in tight. Was this the right choice? I meant Luke was everything a girl wants, he's good looking, smart, funny, compassionate, a great kisser and wasn't afraid to let his voice be heard. He was perfect for any other girl in the world but me... I do love him but I don't love him the way I love Daniel. I pulled out of Luke's arms and sat down next to Daniel, he turned towards me and tried to speak but no words were enough for him to say what he needed to say to get me back. Anything he said right now would melt my heart and make me want him back and for some stupid reason that I didn't know that couldn't happened, he looked straight into my eyes 'I love you!' oh boy that hit the spot and he knew it, could I control myslef? Luke shot up and stormed over to Daniel and I. 'She's mine, she choose me. No you! So don't tell her you love her knowing that's exactly what she wants to hear!'

'hang on Luke! If he has feelings for me then why can't he express them? And plus I'm not an object you can own, I'm a person who can make there own decisions in life!' the words shot out of my mouth like word vomit, Luke stared at me with anger in his eyes 'are you saying you love him too, cos if so go, go fuck him, leave me brokenheartes it wouldn't be the first time!' I stood up and slapped him directly in this face, how dare he! ' if I love him then that's my business not yours, and it's not like I ever fucked you so why not' he held his face and the anger in his eyes grew stronger like he was about to burst. 'okay shut up now!' Daniel was staring up at me and was darting his stare at Luke and I ' you two clearly can't be in te same room together without fighting, let's just settle this. Renee who do you choose' I looked at Luke with a cocky look in my eye and smiled slightly to think of how much I am about to crush his little heart 'Daniel John sahyounie' I spoke with a massive smile.

Luke's heart shattered into a million piece, you could tell by the look in his facial expression and how much it changed.

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