A Letter To The World

To All The Boys *SENSTIVE TOPIC*

Dear Crush,

Um...hey. You know who I am already.

I love how this crush started out as an innocent friendship. Then someone had to go and ruined it.

The girl who told you I liked you, wasn't sent by me. She did it because she was heartbroken I didn't like her back and tried to make me happy. That obviously didn't work.

Those 3 months we didn't talk... was some of the loneliest times of my life.

Sure I had all of my friends with me supporting me, but you were always a little light in my life.

I could be having a mental breakdown and be crying my eyes out. All I had to do was think of you and I smiled.

You make the trees greener. The sky more blue. The stop signs more red. But the more stop signs I saw, the more I kept going.

Things were great after those 3 months. I don't even know who talked to the other person first. But as soon as we started talking, we never stopped.

We knew everything about each other without speaking. We were like secret best friends. You would talk to your friends and leave them for me.

For a couple months, I thought I had a chance.

Then I did something I regret everyday of my life. I let you go.

My friend loved you so much. Obsessively loved you. Never stopped thinking or talking about you.

When she kept talking about your guys relationship you could have, I snapped.

I told her I didn't like you. I told I didn't care. So guess what, know you're dating.

She complains about your failing relationship to me everyday. I help her through it. It's all for one reason.

You.

As long as you're happy, i'll be okay. I don't know why... but that's how it is.

It's cute seeing how broken your relationship is, yet seems so together on social media.

That confuses a lot of people. But not me.

I know you don't love her like you say you do. But she loves you. Too much in fact.

She blackmailed you into dating her. Said she was gonna kill herself if you two didn't date. Now look where you are.

But whatever. Maybe I don't like you. Maybe I love you. Who knows what love is anymore. But love is love. That's all that matters now, right?

We all know that Passenger Song, right?

" You only need the light when it's burning low. You only miss the sun when it starts to snow. You only know you love her (him) when you let her (him) go."

How true is that. Maybe I let you go cause I love you. I don't know. I'm kinda confused on how I can love you when you're dating her. I just have one thing to say.

Thank you for changing my life and me for the better. For that... I will forever be indebted to you.

Love,
Clementine❤️

#toalltheboyscontest
#wattpadcontests