Hospital for souls -Kellic-

chapter 2

i sit next to kellin,he doesnt even bother to look over at me.

"hi,im vic" no words even make an attempt to leave his mouth. "i heard your name was kellin, your name is fucken awesome,dude you have a cool name im stuck with victor" he doesnt even blink at this point,im almost scared that he is fake,maybe even gone.dead,not alive.

"you dont belong here vic" he says after a long silence,almost scaring me,im so shocked i cant talk.

"a pretty inocent smart boy like you has no place here" he adds

"i thought the same when i first saw you"

"im not smart, if i was, i would've found a way to leave here"

"you said im smart,and yet i have no idea how to escape"

"for you its different" he mummbles

"how so?" i ask

"they will soon figure out you shouldnt be here, vic you shouldnt talk to people here"

"why not?"

"you'll get sucked in"

"sucked in how?"

"we all have demons,and this place,brings them out to play" he says and his eyes finally meet mine, he quickly looks down.

"and how will they affect me?"

"you dont want to find out"

"yes i do" he looks back up and glares at me

"vic,trust me,you want nothing to do with any of us, go in the corner and read a food magazine and learn how to cook reality, learn how to cook cake, learn how to know if something is good or spoiled, learn when food is good,or out dated, youll find out how out to date i am, im fully expired" he says looking back straight ahead like i didnt excist.

"kellin?" i ask and he doesnt answer its like a wall went between us,he is blocking me out completly. "i know you are listening,kellin, you are not expired,and you never will be, you are too fresh to even be spoiled" i say softly and no answer or movemtent from kellin. i sigh and get up,i give up for the day, i know,i give up to easily,but i just cant handle this right now.

"get me out of here" i mumble

"no way out" jack says patting my back before walking away .everyone here hears everything, people pay to much attention to me.,kellin told me i shouldn't talk to anyone here,but why not? there is no way there thoughts would just stay in my brian, i love life and its my goal to make them see life the same way i do. it might take a while,but i will get there. its my goal.

        i sit in the corner of the room, not even bothering to do anything. i look at everyone carfuly picking up their movements. jack always trying to get close to alex,alex backing away because he is too scared,maybe alex is scared because he doesnt want someone leaving him like his last boyfriend did,i know his last boyfriend didnt have a choice,but alex has a reason to be scared, jack seems too happy to be here,maybe thats because he likes alex?  what bothers me is how reserved everyone seems to be,maybe if they open up they will all get fixed. kellin seems to be the most reserved, he will speak his mind then never speak again and act like you arent there. i bet the next time i try talking to him he will just ask me what my name is.

        i need to find out what happened to kellin to make him act like this, i want to know when he got the title 'another boy without a sharper knife' i know he came here a month ago,but that doesnt mean thats when everything really started,i want to help everyone here,but most of all,i just really want to help him.