Hospital for souls -Kellic-

chapter 6

"so how was it?" i ask as kellin sits down next to me on the couch.

"they didnt say, i mean i've done everything right so far, so im sure i passed" he says softly, his voice disapearing more and more with every word

"and your pills for the morning?"

"have them" he says giving them to me, lightly letting the pills fall into my open palm

"why?" i ask as i move the pills around in my hand

"its too tempting"

"what do you mean?"

"to save them and-" kellin starts but i cut him off "and overdose? kellin, im starting to think you didnt pass that test,what happened in there?" i regret asking it as soon as it came out of my mouth

"they added more weeks to my stay, but as long as you are alive, i want to stay alive"

i put him into the tightest hug ever.

we sit there together in the most comfterble silence ever, noone noticing we were just there hugging eachother for about a hour.

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        "guys, grab jackets we are going on a field trip to the park" a lady says as she walks in and kellin pulls away from me wide eyed.

"they listened to you" he says surprised, i just smile at him and we walk out, i grab my jacket in my room and then i hold kellin's hand as we walk down the hallway, stopping in front of his room.

"you going to get your jacket?" i ask,he smiles at me

"i was thinking we could do that thing, where i get cold and you give me your jacket"

"i think we can arrange that" i say as i hold his hand tighter and we go back into the room,every one seems ready to go, jaime avoiding to make eyecontact with me, jack despertly tugging at alex's coat sleeve like a little kid, alex trying to brush jack away. yup they are surely ready.

lots of guards are walking with us as we take a small walk to this huge park. i lead kellin to the swings and we sit down on two sings next to eachother, still holding hands.

"i havent been outside in a while" kellin says as he takes a sharp breath of air.

"how do you like it?" i ask

"im not sure, i have so many bad but good memories outside here, in the real world" he says slightly smiling.

"vic?" he asks after a moment of silence

"ya kells"

he lets go of my hand and we make eyecontact

"what is your best memory"

"besides getting you to talk to me?" i ask and he blushes

"right here, right now, with you, is my best memory" i add and he looks at the ground, slowly swinging himself slowly on the swing.

"before you came here, what is your best memory,or one of them?" he asks

"when i was like 5, and my brother and i would play one on one soccer at the park" i sigh, mike and i havent played soccer together in a while, we stopped at the age of 10, because he went into a real team, and the antisocial awkward person i can be, i didnt want to join, then by the age of 15, mike was 14 and he started drugs, and now a few years later, he finally stoped, but now he has no interest in playing the sport, hes into american football now.

"that must have been nice" kellin says softly almost in a whisper

"it was" i say smiling.

i look up at the slide, to see jack trying to push alex down. while jaime and some kid, i found out his name was alan, are just talking, i watch as some dude named austin sits down next to alan, slipping his hand in alan's. they seem too happy to be here, in this very moment,together. i still wonder why people are still in this hospital care place. can i even call this a hospital? they dont do,like anything.  

"what do you think about being outside?" kellin asks

"the wind, speakng about the wind, you seem cold" i say then i take my jacket off and hop off the swing, putting my jacket over kellin's shoulder.

"thanks" he says softly and i peck his nose before sitting back on the swing.

"hey kells"

he turns to look at me

"want to sit on the moving wobbly bridge?" i ask pointing to it. he smiles at me and gets off the swing, i get off my swing and im first to sit on the 'bridge' it wobbles a little then kellin sits next to me, our feet dangling off the side. i pull kellin closer to me and he puts his head on my shoulder.

the bridge starts wobbling from underneath us. kellin takes his head off my shoulder and we see jack running back and forth on the bridge, we grab the bar ontop of our heads and we both try getting up, failing and falling in the middle, i fall on top of kellin, we lay in the middle of the bridge and jack hops off the bridge. i hold myself up with my arms and i see kellin smile underneath me, i lean down and press my forehead to his.

i press my lips to his and our lips slowly move in sync.

"i love you" i mumble between the kiss, then i freeze and look down to see kellin staring at me. was it too soon? i feel so stupid.

"i love you too" he says as he puts his hands around my neck and pulls me back closer, i smile at him and i feel him smiling in the kiss, i feel butterflies room around in my stomach, as our bodies get closer together, we pull away out of breath and i lay next to him, he cuddles into my side. "you are a good kisser" he says softly and i smirk as i look down at him, hes so cute.

        we all start walking back and we go inside the stupid bullding. and we split up into our rooms. i kiss kellin goodnight before leaving him. a guad staying with him and one staying with me. "vic, we notice how you always seem happy, and you eat whatever we give you, and your brother called, tomorrow is your last day here" he says and before i can protest he walks off.

i cant leave kellin, not now, we just said 'i love you' we finally kissed, we are, a thing now. he smiled, he called me cute, hes perfect, i cant leave him now.