I haven't been here in a while,
Since I was perhaps a 14 year old child
I used to write to take away my pain
Now I find myself turning to things that don't guarantee a gain
I look in the mirror and ask myself who am I becoming ?
Is it the woman god wants me to be or what the devil has in store for me...
Is it the innocent girl my father see ?
Or the depressed vulnerable girl I once used to be ?
Can I rise from the state of infidelity or will I stay here caught up feeling...pleasurably?
Shall I please myself and forget god
After all, he's the one who knows me best of all
Do I stand defeated in my own tears or do I try to find myself, build myself a million crying stairs ?
Who am I becoming ? I can't recognize myself and until I do I cry through my heart Lord have mercy on me !!!!!
I don't know who I'm becoming
I'm trying to wonder, trying to see who I'm becoming....
~Tsohoy
Hey loves! Ever felt the pressure of the world is on your shoulder and ur looking for an escape ? Yes me too but I assure u diamonds are made under pressure and oxygens fuels the fire so take those breaths you'll accomplish all you want in due time
Xoxo 💞
