To the boy i used to love

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I remember the first day I saw u
The first Time I spoke to you
Acting all silly around my friends for you
But I remember when I saw you there was no turning back
I looked into your eyes and I saw all the passion all the excitement waiting for me
I was speechless just looking at you, every thought after that was all about u
U took my breath away and I'm not tryna cringy but you stole my heart and at the end you made me feel very empty
What happened to "I will never leave u " or "I will always be there for you ?"
I built walls but you took every one down
Your kiss oh ! In them I want to drown
But ur warm lips did something to me
Electricity came rushing through my body
I bite my lips to remember that moment when
All I wanted was to feel needed
But you didn't know how mad for u I was
How caught up I was
Your body I lust
Your thoughts,your jokes,
You make me feel just
You came at a time in my life where it was just rumbles,crumbles and dust
But u clean it up made me something new but little did I know
It was way too soon
You told me it was over...
I cried but I played it off
Cause clinging to hope
To a rope
That might lead me back to you
Left me empty and feeling distraught
And thinking what will I do?
You never looked back
You never even said hi
But thinking how close we were just to be strangers
Make falling in love again come with many waivers
But to the boy I love I'm better off now
My walls are re-building I'm becoming stronger than I've been before
To the boy I love...
you made me more ready for the world above
Beyond and even enough to even take it all on

Hey loves ! This poem was inspired by the new Netflix movie "to all the boys I've loved before" 😩💞💞 such a great movie !!

~Tsohoy

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