But I love him...|| G.D.

Fear.

Elizabeth P.O.V.
2 weeks laters

I just woke up. Grayson said he doesn't take drugs anymore but he is still acting the same way. Treating me like shit, hitting me and all that stuff.

I finally really put the bag that it was under the towels in the garbage. Today their parents are coming after the dinner at the restaurant so me and Ari want to clean the house while Ethan and Gray are going to work.

Gray don't want me to work and it honestly sucks. I can't leave the house without him. He is too jealous and I'm getting sick of it.

I went upstairs to wake up Ari and Ethan while Gray is in the shower. "Time to get up." I yelled jumping in their bed.

"Ugh." They groaned waking up. I went back downstairs and started to clean. Ari came to help me and the boys left before.

When we were all done with cleaning we decided to get ready. My makeup is already done because Gray doesn't want anyone to know that he still hit me. I put on a black dress. "We are going in a awesome restaurant and you wear this? Come on Beth. We are going shopping now."

"I can't."

"Why?"

"If I do Gray is gonna be mad..."

"I don't care about Gray. This dress is too tight. It doesn't fit you anymore." I changed in a black jeans and a oversized hoodie to cover the bruises and my ass and we left.

"It's hot outside. Why are you wearing a hoodie? The jeans good but the hoodie it's a little too much." Ariana said to me while I was driving. She's annoying. "Because I'm cold." I lied.

"Sure this is why you are sweating like a pig?"

I didn't replied and turned on the air conditioning.

1 hour later

We finally both chose a dress. We are in the car ready to leave. I looked at the time and it was 4PM. It means E and Gray are at home now. "Shit." I whispered.

"What?"

I'm so nervous right now that I started shaking. "E and Gray are at home now."

"And?"

"I'm dead." I started the car and we got home.

~Skip the ride~

We got inside and I shut the door behind me. "Where were you?" Grayson yelled pushing me against the door. My eyes widened, I can't believe he did that in front of them if he doesn't want them to know.

"Chill dude. We needed dress for tonight." Ari rolled her eyes in annoyance.

"I'm not talking to you." He yelled at her.

"Grayson stop." I told him with a stern look. He scoffed and went in our room. "Beth you need to tell me if he is like that all the time." Ethan asked.

"No." I lied. "I need to go." I went in the room and closed the door behind me.

"What do you want?" Gray said.

"I'm sorry. Ariana insist. It won't happen again. I promise." He got up from the bed and push me against the wall, his hand around my neck and he Sénégal to put a pressure. I couldn't breathe easily anymore.

"I don't believe you. You are just a liar." He took off his hand from my neck

"I didn't Gray." I finally said.

"You can't lie to me. You are just a whore." He slapped me across the face again. I'm not crying anymore. I don't react either. I'm just scared of him and I feel empty. Someone knocked. "It's time to leave."

"Ok." Grayson replied. "Come with me." He helped me to put on more makeup. I put on my dress, long sleeves and long enough to cover my thigh. I don't like it but I'm safe wearing it.

Grayson P.O.V.

I didn't had my dose since this morning and I'm starting to sweating and shaking. I need a dose but it's going to be weird if I leave the table... "Grayson are you good?" Beth whispered in my ear.

"Yeah, I'll be back." I mumbled and leave the restaurant to go in the car. I don't have any other choices. I started searching if I didn't let something there. I looked under my seat and luckily I had everything I needed. I did what I had to do and got out of the car. I looked if the door were lock and turn around to face Beth.

"WHY GRAYSON WHY?" Beth yelled hitting me. She saw me. I grabbed both of her arms to stop her.

"Beth please calm down." I tried pulling her close to me but she pushed me away.

"Calm down?" She said hysterically. "You are lying to me. How am I supposed to be calm." She said crying.

"Stop crying. Your makeup-" I said looking around to see if someone was looking at us.

"I don't care about my makeup. I don't care about you. I don't care about this dinner. It's over Grayson. I'm done with-"

I cut her off as I pressed my lips on hers. After a moment she gave in. "Why are you doing this to me." She says pulling away from me, still crying.

"I'm sorry." I hugged her. I am really sorry but I'm an addict... I can't stop just like that, I'm not strong enough. "I love you princess."

"I love you too."