LOVE ME GERMANY!!!!!

Chapter 3: Why?

Ludwig

As I wake up, pain shoots through my body, my head hurting the most. It feels like every type of explosive was place in my head, lit, and exploded like fucking fireworks.

I tried to sit up but gravity is preventing me from doing so. How did I get in my bed? Why does my head hurts so much?

I barely drank beer yesterday. The last thing I remember was waking up in the morning, feeling even wrost than I do now, if thats possible. I went down stairs, saw everyone then everything went black.

...

Seriously, what happened to me.

Wait, how long have I been sleeping?

I somewhat managed to sit up in bed. The second I do Italy comes into my room. He grins. "Yay!!! Germany is awake!" He runs and jumps on me. "Ogf, you can get off me now." I groun out.

"Ve~? Oh, oops, sorry." He lifts his head, and our eyes meet. Sudden images flash through my head. I bearly reconize any and the ones I do recognize don't make sense. The pain in my head enlarges abruptly. With much agony, I close my eyes tightly, as if doing so will stop or diminish the pain. Which it's not.

"Doistu what's wrong? Are you in pain?" Italy questioned. I open my eyes again. And yet again, our eyes meet. The images flash. Most of them pictire of a little girl. Pressing my eyes shut, I whimper out a pained cry.

"Fick!"

Why is this happing? I feel a weight be lifted from my body. "Ve. Here take this." I open my orbs, to see him holding a glass of water in one hand and two pills in the other. I take the pills and water. I then scoff them down and wait for the effects to kick in.

The pain dulls down, but it's still there. I feel so tired now. That doesn't matter right now.

"Italy... What happened?" I ask my breath shallow.

"Is Germany better now?" He looked very disturbed. Even though I feel like crap I answer with a 'yes'. "Germany had passed out. I was worried."

I look down feeling ashamed. "Italy how long have I been out?"

"About two days."

"T-t-two day?! I-I can see why I worried you. I'm sorry." I apologize. I feel so errant. I dont even know why. I look up again. He has a sweet smile on his face, and I can feel my own heat up. Why do I have the impulse to run away?

"It's fine. As long as Doistu is okay." He hugs me. I awkwardly hug back, feeling somewhat flustered. Italy pulls aways and I'm saddened by this. He doesn't notice and he grins at me.

"Well, I'll go make you something. Haven't eaten in two days, you must be hungry." He cheers.

"Well yes, but you don't have to make anything for me. I can do it." I tried to push myself up, but then there is a hand on my chest, pushing me back. "Don't strain yourself, you need to rest." His voice is soft and caring.

"I better go tell Prussia your awake too." Italy is almost out the room when call him.

"Italy?"

"Yes?"

"Thank you."

Italy smiled again and comes to hug me. "I promised I would help you when your in a pinch, right?" I nod. "Then don't thank me, thats what we do." he says, and I nod again, kinda afraid that I'll say something stupid.

He walks back to the door but turns around, giving a big, bright smile. Images flash and I grimace. Verdammt!!! I dont usually complain about pain but... uuuuuugh.

When the migraine subsides a little, I see that Italy has already left. I take more pills and lie down. I brain swims in thoughts that I dont comprehend. The only thing I can get from the confusing bundle of thoughts are a few questions.

Why do I have this horrible migraine?

Why do these weird picture keep flashing in my head?

When Italy was in here, why did my heart beat faster and harder than it usual does?

Why is this all happening the me?

These questions only caused me even greater confusion. But out of everything, there one thing that knew about.

I feel like I'm two different people.