Don't Wanna Be Without You (A 1Direction fanfic)

Chapter 20: Her

BETH'S POV

I stepped onto the plane and threw myself into a seat. The girls sat across from me.

"We have to go there every year!" Taylor said

"Yeah, yesterday was pretty fun!" Olivia said, referring to the amusement park. I nodded. "What's wrong?" Oliva asked, "You've been so quiet."

I shrugged, "I don't know. I'm just tired." I said, laying my ead back on the seat

We all buckled up as the plae took off.

"London. Here we come!" Liam said

NIALL'S POV

I smiled as I looked down at Beth, her head resting on my chest, sleeping.

My phone started to buzz, I looked at the caller ID. It was Harry. I quickly answered it, "Harry! Where are you?!" I asked trying not to wake Beth.

"America." he said

"What the hell are you doing there? We have a concert tomorrow!"

"Yeah, I'll be back in time. I just need to take care of a few things." he said

I sighed, "Okay, well you have to be back by five because we have to be ready."

"Yep I will be. Where are you guys?" Harry asked

"In the bus. On our way back to London."

"Okay, well I have to go." he said, quickly hanging up the phone.

Beth lifted her head up off my chest, "Who was that?" she asked sleepily

"It was Harry. He's in America." I said, "Go back to sleep, Bethy." I said softly, running my fingers through her long blond hair. She nodded and yawned, laying her head back on my chest.

HARRY'S POV

I laid my head back in the limo seat. I turned up the volume on my headphones, trying to distract myself from what was on my mind. I thought about Madison and what I'd told her. I begun to regret it, it's going to get out. I thought. But then I thought about it more and Madison seemed like a very trustworthy girl. I just had to talk to someone about it.

The limo pulled up in front of the hotel, the driver leaned back, "We are here, Mr. Styles." He said in a very crisp, proper British accent

"Thank you, sir." I said.

I pulled off my headphones as I stepped out of the limo. I slipped on a pair of sunglasses and stepped into the hotel. I checked in and walked up to my room. I walked over to the huge window and looked out at the streets of LA. I sighed, knowing she was out there somewhere. I would find her. I had to.

I sat down on my couch, an grabbed the stereo remote. I clicked the power button and soft music began to play. I slid my self further down on the couch and laid m head back.I closed m eyes, remembering the last rime I'd seen her....

I walked up to her door and lightly knocked on it. The door opened and she smiled at me. Her beautiful perfect smile. Hair fell just past her shoulders in perfect dark brown waves.

Her smile fell from her face when she realized I wasn't smiling back, "I know what you're here to tell me." she said

I looked down at my feet, "I'm...sorry."

She nodded, "It's okay, Harry."

I stepped closer to her, "I just wish it didn't have to happen.."

"Me too.." she said, locking her deep blue eyes on me.

"I'm going to be on tour and..it just won't...We can't do it.." I said, not knowing how to word it

"Harry, I understand." she said, she gave a weak chuckle, "You're young and famous and going to be on tour. You don't want to be tied down with a girlfriend back in LA."

I stepped closer again, "No! It's not like that. I love you..But I don't think I can trust myself to stay true to that.."

She nodded slowly, "I know.." tears gathered in her eyes. My heart broke as one slowly rolled down her  cheek. I felt a few roll down my own. I cupped the side of her face in my hand, wiping away the tear with the pad of my thumb. I pulled her face in and  gently kissed her.

"I love you too.." she said as we pulled away

"I think I should go now..." I said softly

She nodded din agreement, "Goodbye Harry.." she said

I swallowed a lump in my throat, "Bye.." I said weakly, turning and walking away from her door. 

Sorry it's so short, but I thought it stopped at a good place. The ending will give you something to think about over the next week until I publish again:)

So whos...her? I made sure not to say her name and just leave her as a her. So you guys don't know:)

I'm happy with my story at the moment...I like what's going to happen! Idk if you guys will but I do:) I need a name for you guys..Emmi and Allie have a name for their fans and I need one..

I will ponder on this over the next week while I stalk the guy who camps next to me;) Some of you that are close to me probably know who I'm talking about...Allie..probably only you. Maybe Taylor but I don't know. Emily probably does but might not remember..

Well you guys won't say anything:). Right? RIGHT?!?!

 YOU BETTER NOT SAY ANYTHING!

Okay well I have to go! Bye Bye<3

-Kara;) xX