I had called Zane all night but she didn't answer none of my calls. I swear to God if she was doing something I was going to spazz the hell out on her. Since we the U.S. and London had different time zones she finally called me back but luckily here it was day time still but a little pass midnight in North Carolina. "Damn baby I didn't have my phone with me I was helping my brother out when he came to get me I left it", she had said. I think she was lying but I didn't want to argue so I just went with it. "I know you don't believe me but you can text him yourself and ask babe", she said. "Look I don't want to argue about it I just miss you and I wish I would have decided some more about this", I said. I was in my feelings about how Zane treated me before I left and it hurt hearing Zaniyah and her saying what they said to me. "Damn babe look I didn't mean to make you feel like shit but when you're in fashion or music you won't barely be home, I learned that the hard way when I was rapping", Zane said. I was surprised cause I didn't even know she was a rapper but she said she wasn't that famous but she was big. I took a mental note of that just in case she ever wanted to do music again.
"Well babe I might cut this trip short and let my assistant manage these girls for the rest of the two months they are here", I said. "Well let me know so I can come get you from the airport", Zane said. "Okay I love you Zane and I also love Zaniyah too if you can tell her for me that would be great", I said. I wanted to cry because I missed those two so much but I would have to stay here a month before I went back home. I decided to let my assistant know so she could have the heads up first than I would talk to my girls. After I came home I was giving up my career and I was going back to school to get my teaching degree so I can teach again. I miss doing that at least that job wouldn't take my mind off my family. I guess I got so intrigued by the fame that I didn't know how to act so I chose the fame over my family. Fame wouldn't be able to love me like they do and I realized that after a week of being here. Sasha knew something was off too and she even asked me why I was really here in London. As much as I wanted to be home I knew I would have to stay a couple of more weeks but at least I could leave. I would miss my girls so much.
After talking to Zane on the phone I missed her even more and should've talked dirty to her because I was horny. I decided to go to the hotel bar and that's when I seen her, a gorgeous beauty with curly hair, she had tattoos all over her arms and neck, she was light skin and had the biggest, pinkest, juiciest lips. I felt her eyes on me when I went to the bar and oh my I almost was about to melt. I had to keep my composure because I know I had Zane back home but this girl didn't know that. I don't know why my thoughts were so impure but I would betray Zane if I cheated on her. I just knew I needed to hurry home soon before I get myself in the world of trouble. Lord but I couldn't help it she was sexy as hell and I guess it's just something about her. As soon as I walked to the bar I took a seat and I saw her get up from where she was sitting to come over to me. "Hey are you here with those 3 model girls", she asked. "Yeah I am why are you interested in one of them cause only one of them are gay", I said. "What about you, are you gay", she asked. I laughed because how she just gon be so bold like that. "I am gay but I'm also in a very serious relationship", I replied.
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